Broken Inside

The best things in life don't last long. Is that because we don't deserve them? If so, is there some way, through strife and hard work that we can keep those things? Or is it God's way of reminding us that He's in charge and we shouldn't let our own desires get in His way? Why do these things have to be so hard? Where do you draw the line? Is what I'm doing now right? Why is it still raining? How long will this take? Why is it so dark? What's defined as "acceptable"? What should I do now? Where should I be going? Is there some way to pass the test He's giving me? When will the answers come?

"I feel so broken up, and I give up"