J-E-N-O-V-A Birth

This is a re-call from my Xanga. I'd really rather not have to back and look at my stuff on Xanga, but I still wanted to keep my posts from it. I'm not good at writing in diaries (mostly because my handwriting is crap) so I use this as my alternative. Now, naturally, this is different because all of you can read it, but hey, what's the point if people can't see what's happening in my life? I'm not very good at expressing how I feel verbally. So, without further ado

And no, I don't expect you to read through all of these. It's mainly so that I can print all of these out someday (It's easier to mass-print posts on Blogger than it is on Xanga)

I actually already have (and have had for a while) another blog named J-E-N-O-V-A Life that Aerith keeps safe for me. It's just a Word file that I keep as a personal journal. Sometimes when you have problems simply writing those problems down helps you get over them, but at the same time sometimes you don't want people to see what those problems are. That's what that blog is for

I ended where I did because I considered that to be the end of one era and the beginning of a new one. Plus, I was simultaneously writing in my Xanga and my Blogger so a lot of my early posts in the One Winged Angel are the same as the last ones here. Anywho, enjoy

-David

mood: Mistake #2
Songs: Here We Are- Breaking Benjamin
"I can't erase the stupid things I say"

Get Out Alive-Three Days Grace
"Don't put your life in someones hands, they're bound to steal it away. Don't hide your mistakes 'cuz they'll find you, burn you"

The Small Print-Muse
"Take, take all you need, and i'll compensate your greed with broken hearts. Sell, I'll sell your memories for 15 pounds per year, but just the good days"

Stupid-Sarah McLachlan
"Night, lift up the shades. Let in the brilliant light of morning. But steady there now, for I am weak and starving for mercy. sleep has left me alone to carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong. It's all I can do to hang on, to keep me from falling into old familiar shoes. How stupid could I be? A simpleton could see that you're no good for me. Love has made me a fool. It set me on fire and watched as I floundered, unable to speak"

Sweet Surrender-Sarah McLachlan
"It doesn’t mean much. It doesn’t mean anything at all. The life I’ve left behind me is a cold room. I’ve crossed the last line from where I can’t return. Where every step I took in faith betrayed me and led me from my home"

How To Save A Life-The Fray
"Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life"

No Surprise-Theory Of A Deadman
"Friday is when you left me
So I'll drink myself to sleep
And Sunday is when I'll wake up
Not to remember a thing

My friends all say the same thing
I don't know my new girl too well
I know
That all this lying gets to me
And no one seems to give a shit
The way
She talks to every guy in the bar
I guess
It should've raised some kind of alarm
Who'd ever think I'd go in and doubt?
Like all the other guys that you've gone and fucked

Well it ain't no surprise
That you turn me on and leave
It ain't no surprise
That you turn it around on me
I don't know why
You won't give me what I need
It ain't no surprise
That that bitch is leavin' me

My friends are mean to me
They say I don't break up too well
They know
All this crying gets to me
And no one seems to give a shit
Well I know you want to
So go on and say it
Just go on and say it
Just go on and say it

Well it ain't no surprise
That you turn me on and leave
It ain't no surprise
That you turn it around on me
I don't know why
You won't give me what I need
It ain't no surprise
That that bitch is leavin' me

Friday is when you left me
So I drank myself to sleep
And Sunday I never woke up

Well it ain't no surprise
That you turn me on and leave
It ain't no surprise
That you turn it around on me
I don't know why
You won't give me what I need
It ain't no surprise
That that bitch is leavin' me
That that bitch is leavin' me

Going Under-Evanescence
"Now I will tell you what I've done for you

50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented...Daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

I'm dying again...

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore

I'm dying again

So go on and scream
Scream at me
I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under"

She Hates Me-Puddle Of Mud
"Met a girl
Thought she was grand
Fell in love
Found out first hand
Went well for a week or two
Then it all came unglued

In a trap
Trap I can't grip
Never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
Then I started to realize
I was living one big lie
She hates me
Trust
She hates me
La la la love
I tried too hard
And she tore my feelings like I had none
And ripped them away

She was queen for about an hour
After that, her she got sour
She took all I ever had
No sign of guilt
No feeling of bad, no

That's my story
As you see
Learned my lesson
And so did she
Now it's over
And I'm glad
Cuz I'm a fool for all I said"

A New Beginning

Now that's interesting.....what's this now?

Went to Kaits house on monday to do a little Trick or Treating. And in all honesty.....I haven't done that since before I can remember......seriously......it was cool though. Watched BeetleJuice after that. I must interupt though......now, the DVD is titled "BeetleJuice" but in the movie he's named "Beetlegeuse". What's up? Are we dealing with an identity crisis or just a common misunderstanding in spelling? (well....not so common) Maybe marketing for that movie was just so stupid that they couldn't read or something......who knows.

"Hey, isn't that, like, what you work in?" "Quiet kid....."

OOH! OOH! In about a month I'm done with school for a while!!! Oh yeah!
Until then, I must brave the storm.

"She's independent and beautiful"

At Long Last

Looong weekend. Bible study was good as always.....somehow the group that comes always seems to get smaller.....idk why, or how

Went to the Cos-Doom party on saturday (ooooh....scary) and decided to be cheap and wear my work uniform. Hey, it's a costume, it got me into the party, it was free. More power to ya. I did not, however, enjoy being scarred for life multiple times. I think seeing Josiah in a tinkerbell costume was more than enough to corrupt all our minds.......ugh......I'm still having nightmares. did I mention i love playing kepms?

Then discovered that I'm setting a bad example for some people........I feel so ashamed. I know I stay there a lot but to go this far.......*sigh*......now I feel bad......

Then chirch on sunday, and back to the Hobbs after that. played kemps some more, some halo, and watched Final Destination 2. BOOM!

back to school....ughhh

pray for me

"You'll sit around forever if you wait for the right time. What are you waiting for? I'm here, I'm now, I'm ready, holding on tight....."

Okay, A Real Post

i've discovered that the majority of people on home infusion therapy are pen thieves.
when we deliver to these peoples homes we have them sign a paper saying that they actually did recieve their delivery. so to be kind you keep a pen with you so when you need them to sign it you have one ready for them. common kindness. but if you watch these people, you hand them the pen and say "if you can just sign here" they sign it, hand the paper back to you with a smile.....but if you watch them closely, at the same time they are silently slipping you pen into their pocket! (and i'm serious. every one of them does it!) and you can't tell a 70 year old woman "hey! gimmie my pen back!" and it's even rude to say ".....can i have my pen back please?" so it's a lose-win situation, and i lose. so i've learned to keep a steady supply of pens with me......but now that i've done that when i come to deliver these seniors have the nerve to say "can i have one of those pens?"......what am I?! a senior pen supply?!?!

i need someone with a DVD burner on their computer so i can get all these naruto episodes off my computer. they take up too much space on Aerith.....but i don't want to get rid of them....

I'm lost in a sea of papers and assignments.......please come and save me. just look for a guy lost in thought in Barnes & Nobles (I'm probably the only 18 year old with a laptop in there)

my two loves, Coffee & WiFi (or at least two of my loves)

"At the end of the world, or the last thing I see, you are never coming home, never coming home, could I? Should I? And all the things that you never ever told me, and all the smiles that are ever ever..."

Better Days-Goo Goo Dolls

well, i know i've been giving you nothing but songs lately but i just have to do this one.

it hits me right here.....you know....here......(that means this is a good hint as to how I feel)

And you ask me what I want this year
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Cuz I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
And desire and love and empty things
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

And it's someplace simple where we could live
And something only you can give
And thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive
And the one poor child that saved this world
And there's 10 million more who probably could
If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

I wish everyone was loved tonight
And somehow stop this fight
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

Savin' Me-Nickelback

Prison gates won’t open up for me
On these hands and knees I’m crawlin’
Oh, I reach for you
Well I’m terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can’t hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I’m callin’
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I’m fallin’

Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me

Heaven’s gates won’t open up for me
With this broken wing I’m fallin’
And all I see is you
These city walls ain’t got no love for me
I’m on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I’m callin’
And all I need from you
Hurry I’m fallin’

Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me

Hurry I’m fallin’

Something Wrong With Me

well apparently people think there's something wrong with me.

my mom thinks i've failed college and procedes to remind me of it every hour or so. my dad (for once) says nothing. somebody i work with says that i seem preoccupied lately. like my mind's somewhere else, or I'm not all together. and just last night someone got to see one of my more angered sides. (it's probably too late to apologize, right?)

anywho, the general idea of people is that i appear to be bothered by something or someone and my guess is they want to know why I'm taking it out on them. idk though. everyone's rather vague with me. somethings they feel like telling me, some things they don't. so the question is, "how do you trust someone if they don't tell you the truth in the first place?"

so yeah, i guess you could say I'm pretty perturbed right now. if i inadvertently lash out at you or someone else in anger, i apologize in advance. i don't mean it......it's just one of those phases

The AIM Virus

an interesting thing happened yesterday. i was talking to samuel on IM and i got this "check this picture out! 'un-named link'"
hmmm
i knew about the IM virus going around (and if you dont know, talk to me, it's important) so i asked him "did you send that?" "send what?" ".......nevermind"
later on in the conversation (after samuel tried to convince me that he's not trying to infect everyones computer with the virus) i get a "'un-named link' send this too all your online friends!"
............
"what are you doing samuel?" "what do you mean?" "......nevermind"
so if you recieve some weird message like that from any of the Hobbs, DELETE IT! restart IM and continue your conversation.

that was free

GAR! I HATE PAPERS!!! AND EXAMS!!!!! EVEN IF THE TEACHER GAME US AN EXTRA WEEK TO STUDY!!!!!!!

anybody have any good books on "Human Cloning"?

"One day I'll fly away, leave all this to yesterday"

Slacker=Me

well, i got an incredible honor last friday. avery (dont know his last name) called me up. ive only met avery once when we were at budddys house and he's the guy who kicked my butt in halo (I made a post about it) well, he called me up and said "i want you to play in a halo tournament with me"........shocked i was. i write couldnt even decent a sentence. so i said "!erus.....i mean i.....sure!"

now i skip some stuff

we got our butts kicked at halo cuz my teamates arent good. me and avery did good but we're in the process of finding two new teamates (my brother john and some guy avery's looking for) maybe in the next tournament (set for the saturday after next) we'll do better.....hopefully

sunday, church, food, chilling at the Hobbs "we dont want him to come!!!" "but he's not going to come" "then why are you inviting him?!" "cuz it's the right thing to do" "okay, then lets invite 'un-named person'" "no!" "WHY NOT?!" "cuz i dont want him to come!" "whatever happened to 'the right thing to do?" "......."

jb, you make things too difficult

cost-doom party! muahahahaha........... that's cheesy

"If everyone cared and nobody cried, if everyone loved and nobody lied, if everyone shared and swallowed their pride, then we'd see the day when nobody died"

Homesick

hmmm.....i think ive hit what most people call "homesickness". i eagerly wish i had wireless internet connection at home, and a slightly more familiar house, someone to wash my dishes, make my bed when i leave, someone who cleans the house while everyone's gone, someone to wash my clothes, DIRECT TV, HALO 2, a larger variety of foods to eat, some company maybe?

you know, the basics...

good news is, my excursion is almost over (it ends this saturday), a few more days and i get to go home. yay! there will most certainly be a celebration including halo 2 and sleeping....ill skip the eating part.

currently making my way through the secondd set of exams. my math exam is tomorrow, my american government exam is tomorrow, my chemistry exam is friday, and my next essay is due soon, date tbr (to be released) woot

"When all you've got to keep iss strong, move along, move along like I know you do"

Busy, and Busier

okay, ill try to fit this post in before i have to get back to my busy schedule of school and work.

GAR! IM SOOO BUSY!!! they need to extend the time of day to at least 30 hours or something! (or life can give me a break! yes?....no?......crud)

and uhh......and common mistake. my roomate is not a girl....so to speak. she's a cat, as in not human. who in their right mind would even think it wass a girl? (*coughsamuelcough*)

now that that's cleaned up......uhhh back to school!

sorry, i really can't think of anything to say at the moment. when i have time ill get on a real post.

"There is something watching, waiting. There is something passing, casting the shadows how they make their way into my mind. And You'll sing me to sleep, You'll sing to me gently"

Living Alone

well, not much to say..........the single life (in multiple ways) is going great.

my roomate (who i named Ridley) is fine. ive been hissed at a few times, but we'll get over our differences soon. bad news is, im kinda sick. my head feels like it's gonna explode so im high (but sleepy) on nyquil right now........uuuuuuugh

"This is the one thing, the one thing that I know"

I Wish

I wish we all could win, I wish we all could smile, I wish we all could make our mothers proud.


Someday, you'll come around

How Did I Forget To Tell You All This?

i am temporarily moving! that's right, for the next week and a half (starting thursday) i will be living by myself in my own house!!! or at least someone elses house that i'm borrowing. i will be staying at my aunts house in madison for a while watching her house and her cat while she's on her cruise.

and also! im getting a new car!!! my car's gonna cost too much to fix this time around so we decided it was time for her to go.........*sniff*.............

5 hours of crying

but im getting a Ford Explorer....brown....big.....bad.....uhhh.......bawsome?

all who go to my church should see it. and others will see with time.

ceremony for Tara will be held October the 10th 12:00pm.....destination unknown

"Maybe we should shake 'em up a bit?"

Nothing To Say

boy, there really is nothing to say.......
except

FALL BREAK!!!!

i get to wake up in the morning and bum around until work oh yeah

making my way through "Radiata Stories"......slow and easy

taking Tara in to get fixed wednesday, she'll be out until at least thursday, possibly friday or later.....

"This is how I choose to live, as if I'm jumping off a cliff knowing that you'll save me, knowing that You'll save me"

Haloage

well, people keep asking me "how did the open house go?" but honestly guy/girls, i dont know! i wasnt there for it! it was just some people who came to look at our house (and i dont even know if anybody came to look at our house) but, be praying that we can sell the house, i'd like to move into town....

and nobody's gonna get this but.....(and forgive me if i spell the names wrong)
"okay, so i'm mufasa, you're rafiki, he's simba...who does that make him?"
"steve"
"yeah, and don't forget the staff, the pea shooter, the slaughter, the coconuts, and the blam"
"DELTA SQUAD'S COMING UP THE RAMP! AND SIMBA'S PURRING WITH THE BLAM AND THE PEA SHOOTER!!!"

crazy people

new game, kinda childish (not as much as "Star Ocean") and very slow story progression

"With diligence I have been blessed"

A Question

A question was raised last weekend. if you could describe yourself in 1 (one) word or phrase, what would that be? now, naturaly, this is a rather unfair question. anybody who rates themself will try to make themselves look better than they truly are (I.E. samuel said "cool" and nathan said "in-humanly-strong"). but besides that point, i described myself as "deceptive" or "persuasive" as I am that way......
seriously
well, what really struck me was this, that night at the jam while we were eating, the question was raised again. i called luke a "conformer" and i called samuel "late" but the chelsea adams (who was with us at the time) described me as "cold-hearted".........now i don't know if i was offended because she doesn't know me that well, or if i was impressed because.......well.....that's true.

anywho, that was free.

Aerith did something rather funny last night. we figured out the reason why i fight so many laggy people on Halo is because i have my laptop beside me when i play. the internet i use when im downloading or using IM while im playing Halo causes the lag......so i was the cause, not other people.
so while i was playing yesterday i turned Aerith off (usually i just put her to "sleep", so i don't have to go through the process of turning her back on again) but when i turned her back on my preferences, my settings.......they were all reset! somehow, my computer completely reset itself when i turned it off. luckely all my document and applications were still there (that wouldve been a lot of Naruto down the drain) but i spent the rest of the night fixing my settings back the way they were.

"hey guys! hurry up!!! it's time to destro........i mean.....save the world!"

today will be spent cleaning our house cuz we have a open house on sunday. if you want to come see our house the cleanest it will ever be (or buy it, either way) it's this sunday 2-4.
idk why im saying this.......

my boring weekend is almost over!

"Take me in to the Holy of Holies. Take me in by the blood of The Lamb"

Good Day, All Around

school went fine, except it was still school. hooray for pumpkin spice fraps and wireless internet!

then, boo ya for wonderful phone conversations! when the worlds got you down, there's always some thing (or person) that can make you feel all better in an instant.
i found that
now, if only i can find some spare time to sneak out and........

i noticed a sign in my chemistry lab today. it read "failure to follow instructions may result in death" i never noticed it before, but if i did i would have second thoughts about the class.
but then i thought, change "follow" to "obey" and change "may" to "will" and add "David's" inbetween "obey" and "instructions" and it comes out pretty nicely

"failure to obey David's instructions will result in death".........very nice. i need a poster that says that.

a weird thing happened to me today. my "check engine" light has been on for like a month now. there's an evaporation problem in my car or something. it's not something that would damage my car, but Tara's tearing up the ozone layer cuz fumes are leaking out. well, all of the sudden today, my check engine light went off......idk why......i'm still taking it to be fixed (set for next wednesday) but still, that's kinda weird....dont ya think? why would she do that?

anywho, no math tomorrow morning so that means extra sleep (and possibly halo)

this one's free.
"the closer you get to the light, the bigger your shadow becomes........"
meditate on that for a while..........
...............................................................................................................

it's nice knowing people still think about you

"She laughs at my dreams, but I dream about her laughter"

Today Went Better

helped me mom move stuff around the house for a bit, played some halo......good stuff

on the note of Halo, I HATE LAGGERS!!! (laggers are people who have a bad internet connection so the game's really freakylike....it's hard to explain. basicly, because their internet cant keep up with ours they appear to "jump around" or teleport all over the place because the information of where they move from doesnt get to my xbox before it actually happens.....confused yet?) they're so stinkin' hard to kill! jumping around.....you shoot where you think they are, then all of the sudden, poof! they're behind you and you're dead....AARRG!!!

work was crazy. busy busy busy.....and when anybody has a question they ask me! why? i've only been there a year. oh well, at least i have all the answers they need....maybe that's why! it's so nice to be wanted

I also got a wonderful compliment today, or at least heard one that was said about me. and i feel undeserving . It's nice to know there's still people out there who care about you. I am honored to know such amazing people.

new cd....love those girls, awsome in concert.

school tomorrow morning, coffee, work, school, home

"Why are you still here with me, didn't You see what I've done, in my shame I want to run and hide myself, but it's here I see the truth. I dont deserve You......."

Working Through

Forgive me, I'm in one of those depressing moods again.......these come way too often......

anywho, currently working on a new game (Ninja Gaiden Black) between my school, sleep, food and work. basicly, you're a ninja and you cut bad guys heads off with your sword, only 10,000,000,000 times harder than that sounds. so far it's going well, made it about halfway through the game and so far, I'm doing better (only in certain aspects) than Bill!! (who by the way is really good at that game)

making my way through Naruto also, currently watching episode 40, downloading episode 80.

"How troublesome"-Shikamaru

*sigh* looking forward *cough cough* to an exciting *wheeze* weekend full of fun and games *gag*

i have just lied myself to death

"I've got a question, where are You?"

Broken Inside

The best things in life don't last long. Is that because we don't deserve them? If so, is there some way, through strife and hard work that we can keep those things? Or is it God's way of reminding us that He's in charge and we shouldn't let our own desires get in His way? Why do these things have to be so hard? Where do you draw the line? Is what I'm doing now right? Why is it still raining? How long will this take? Why is it so dark? What's defined as "acceptable"? What should I do now? Where should I be going? Is there some way to pass the test He's giving me? When will the answers come?

"I feel so broken up, and I give up"

CANCELED?!?!?!

last night.

went to the jam around 5, snuck john and robert in (it's a tradition. every year we have to at least sneak 1 person in) then the females decided they were hungry.........somehow they weren't 10 mintes ago. after that. john and robert decided they didn't want to go to the jam, after we went through the trouble of sneaking them in!..........walked around a lot, saw sister hazel, and third day, then went to the parking lot to hear the black crows. nathan met a new friend, mehgan, needless to say, she was drinking. later, nathan had some girl slap his butt (very hard, so i hear) when going across the bridge. steven made a new drunk friend (we have good luck with drunk people) that was about it....i think

"I don't know why I didn't come"

i was utterly disapointed. we go to jam, at 7, when they said they'd open "show's canceled guys"

needless to say i was angry

we were tempted to bring out the sword and start a mob with which we would storm the gates and demand to jam.....but none of the bands were there, and we would most likely be beat to death (or shot) i i showed up with a sword to start a riot.....so that was out of the question.

then, bowling at parkway lanes "sorry guys, we dont have any lanes open. it'll be abother hour before we get some"....................

then playmor lanes "sorry guys, we dont have any lanes open. it'll be abother hour before we get some"....................

went to buddy's house. i owned in halo, until........until. one of buddys friends showed up and totally kicked my butt in halo! i was depressed (well, it wasn't kicked. out of 25 kills he got 25 and i got 22, but still, i shoudn't lose!!!)

then came home

"take, take 'til there's nothing, nothing to turn to, nothing when you get through.......where are You?

The BSJ

big spring jam rocks!

got to see Theory Of A Deadman......oh yeah. then, we swithched between alterbridge, the vbc, and then chris rice, then alterbridge agai, then chris rice again, then alterbridge again, then we went to Jars Of Clay.....oh yeah. got to see josh from BK, Nate Gibson, and all the Busks! but Olivia was asleep, and i didn't get to talk to them :( maybe one of the other days ill have to catch them earlier.....

well, for the most part, im just staying at the hobbs chillin......using their internet

dunno when im gonna make it to the jam today........enjoying the easy life at the moment

"Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk, because of you I learned to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt"

A Conclusion

ive come to a conclusion.
either
1.) The spirit of college hates me
2.) I have (or somehow inherited from someone else) extremely bad luck
3.) God's trying to test me (and is doing a goos job, if so)
4.) A combination of the above

i woke up to go to my math exam this morning. made it on time, 10 o'clock. there was a line getting in. when i make it to the desk, i say i'm here to take my exam. "we're sorry, our network is down, and we don't have any other times to reschedule the test for today. what time would you like for tomorrow?" sure enough, i don't have the time to take it tomorrow, i have chemistry, then work immidiately after........what to do, what to do......currently the plan is to skip what i can of chemistry to take my math exam (the math exam is mandatory, there are no make up tests)
on top of that
i went to my chemistry lab tonight, realizing i forgot my labcoat (the lab coat is a must, they wont let you in without one) but i forgot mine last week and was able to borrow one from the stock room. so i made myself a note to keep my labcoat in my car and went to the stock room to borrow a labcoat. "I'm sorry sir, we stoped renting out labcoats to students. you can either purchase another one for $5 or you can go home (that's really what she said)"...........so i got in my car and went home. my labcoat is currently in my car, and i dont intend to take it out unless im going to my chemistry lab. thankfully, im allowed a make-up lab on the last day of class, so as long as i dont do that again, ill be fine. still, i'm a little ticked off.

BIG SPRING JAM!!! be there, be cool

also, breaking benjamin, october 22nd, vbc, $21, be there also, be cool also

im probably staying in town this weekend too. you'll all see me a lot over the weekend (hopefully)

Oh, Major...........

"Look at this photograph, every time I do it makes me laugh"

Oh, Major, Sooo Beautifull

just found out that there is a second season of Ghost In The Shell Stand Alone Complex (by the way, my absolute favorite anime/manga series) that is coming out and i managed to grab the special edition for the first DVD! i am so happy right now! the major falls in the top 10 most wicked awsome women in all of history (real or not) she's up there with Tara Strong, Aerith, Robin, Rikku, Paine, Yuna, and others......

if you want to hear about how much of an idiot i am, read this next paragraph

anywho, woke up this morning to get ready for my math class at 9 then my chemistry class at 10. while i was taking my shower i realized that there was no math today (due to tests and stuff) so i had an extra hour at home! which i used wisely to play halo to get ready for my chemistry exam today (it's proven that an hour of halo makes you smarter, you know) when my hour was up i went to my class. i got there on time, but the people were already taking the test so i was like "hmmm" so i got my test, sat down, took it, did fine, turned it in. got out of class and i saw some of the people in my class (the classes are huge so i only recognize a few people) and they were studying before they went in to take the test........wait........what time is it?..............crap. somehow i managed to play an hour of halo and still make it an hour early to catch the class before mine (short term memory loss on my side) so i asked the teacher if the one i tool would work so i dont have to take it twice........"the two tests are different".........crap. so i stuck around for a few minutes till my class started, took the test again, and went on my merry way. the teacher said in all her years of teaching, that was the second time anyone's done that. i feel like a total idiot.

well, classes are going fine, i think i can do this college thing (the sleepless nights are getting to me) but i can get the grades so, WOOT!

"Because I am hanging on every word you say, and even if you dont want to speak tonight, that's alright with me, because I want nothing more than to sit outside heavens door and listen to you breathing, that's where I want to be"

Well Poo......

it's time for my first set of college exams. i have a test on the American constitution, and a sience quiz, another essay to write, and a math test........keh

oh well, live and learn

but boy, am i busy lately.......lots of sleepless nights doing math homework and writing papers, weekends too......what i could really use......*yawn*.........is...some......*yawn*,,,,,



zzzzzzzzzz.........Dr. swordopolis?..........what? save the world?.........zzzzzzzz

"So you sailed away into a gray sky morning. Now I'm here to stay, love can be so boring. Nothing's quite the same now, I just say your name now. But it's not so bad, you're just the Best I Ever Had. You don't want me back, you're just the Best I Ever Had"

Life

school school school coffee! schoolity naruto school school school work school school halo school school schooler school Sephiroth school school school school school halo school schoolly school school school school school "trust me" school school schoolladootle school school halo school school work school school schoolary school school school school school *sigh* Times Are Tough school school school school work schoolamanjaro school church school school school school school school school schoolam school school school school work school memories of old school school naruto school schoolity school school coffee! school schooly school work school school deja-vu school schoolloollooll school school school Bible study school schoolipity school school halo school school school school schoollamaroo

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welcome to my life

"say a prayer. now. but i can't. and i don't know. how we're just two people as God had made us. well i can't well i can. too much too late. or just not enough of this. pain in my heart for your dying wish. i'll kiss you lips again."

Drifting, Drifting......Drifting, Drifting!

my weekend

Hobbs house friday night, after, went to "hang out" with some homeschooled kids having "fun". got to see wesleys new haircut (i didnt recognize him at first) and i also got to see Sarah! i haven't see her in like......months! then i spent the night at the hobbs, went back to my house in the morning, did school, watched Advent Children again (with anna this time) and then went to the corn maze that night. i figured out that there is a second exit and john and robert were smoking! then we spent the night at nathans after a little (little, yeah right) halo 2. went to church this morning, got my butt kicked on chess by ben, went to subway for lunch, and now im at home doing more school....most likely all day........in-between halo 2 games.......

p.s. i turned the music off because some people (i.e. robert) couldn't load my site. this one's for you robert!)

"I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay, you wear me out...."

Loving my Pirated Movies

okay. i watched advent children 3 times already.....i feel like a geek. but i know the movie in and out, front and back.

i didnt get lost at work today!!!! and i wasn't held hostage!!! things went well for once.

played some Haloage today, made it up to a level 27! WOOT! now i can kick butt again.

i got my first paper back......and i made a B.....not what i was hoping. i made that paper good, and technicly it was an A but i forgot to post in ot this site my instructer wants it on, and i lost a letter for that : but a B is acceptable.....once

"And the reason for my confession is that I learned my lesson and really think you oughta know the truth"

Pirated Movies

I am currently on an emotional high. i saw something today that ive been waiting to see for the past year or two. it's name is Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children.

i am not allowed to comment on my position of whether or not i thought it was good, or discuss things about it until my sister too has seen it. (plus no one cares about the movie but me) so i cant say if it was wicked awsome, or if it was a complete waste of time........just to leave you in suspense.

the recent "bad news" has changed. i found the subtitles on my new movie. i now know exactly what's going on. BOOYA!

"You came, even though you're about to break....."

More Work Stuff

Yesterday was just as bad....

not in the morning though. i didn't have to go to class so i slept in, did "some" schoolwork and then skipped straight to playing Halo! i love that game!

then at work, i got lost in Albertville.......for like 2 hours. the directions were waaay too confusing and somehow i tried going back the way i came in, but that got me even more lost. after i realized i had no clue where i was i started crying (seriously) and praying to God to get me out of this. no later than5 minutes after, i found the main road i was supposed to be on the whole time! but by then it was 5 o'clock, and albertville's a long ways away from huntsville. so i took the company car home (with the companys aproval) but that means Tara is still at the office....by herself......i fell horrible. but i'm going to pick her up on my way to class this morning, so everything's alright. i treated myself to a wonderfull dinner (arbys) and went home to play MORE HALO! then i really did my school. plus i watched a wonderfull movie.....

"The greatest thing you'll ever do, is just to love and be loved in return....."

A Break In School

well, went to my government exam this morning with a doomed look on my face. i was sooo not ready for this test. my instructer comes in and says "so are you guys/girls ready to take the test?" an akward silence and multiple "uuuugh"s cover the room. then she says "that's too bad, the test is rescheduled for next thursday." immideately a plethera of angels bust through the door with musical instruments singing "HALLELUHAH! HALLELUHAH!!!" (or however that's spelled...you know what i mean) and i said "praise be to God!" and class continued as normal, except the angels decided to stay for the class and laugh at how pathetic our government has become.

math went as can be excpected. took the test, left, ate food, and now im sitting here in McDonalds eating french frys and writing this post.

i love wi-fi

thank you for the cd robert even if i had to steal it.....

"He who aims for nothing hits it with amazing accuracy"

A Very Long Post

as promised.

ive realized i have poison ivy (since monday when i worked with the mexicans) and it's annoying the stew out of me!!! i need this to go away!

FRIDAY
went to the thing at the hobbs. not oo many people were there this time (they were all in Mississippi) but it was good none the less. i ended up spending the night there cuz i didnt want to drive home.

SATURDAY
woke up to realize that samuel jb and wes were going rafting with their senior class.......what was i going to do for fun? john hobbs, luke, robert and I, played fuzion frenzy. from dusk till dawn (reverse that) mostly we just played 'duck duck goose' and 'sumo' but it was awsome. i also bought a wireless xbox controller and i got a new Bible! it rocks! i ended up babysitting for like an hour because luke wouldnt do his job! so i beat $5 out of him. it wass worth it. i love kids! i had sooo much fun, that i decided to stay saturday night at the hobbs as well. two night.....wow. i also found a site in which to download massive amounts of naruto manga episodes! i have more than i had before! oh yeah!

SUNDAY
woke uo, went to church, got some medicine stuff for my poison ivy, ate at applebees with the hobbs and adam and robert. then, we went back to the hobbs to play more fuzion frenzy!!! we play that game non stop now. ended up staying till like 9 o'clock. jb, thanks for the brownies. samuel, i hate you. luke, the boycott is still on, plus i stole more of your stuff. john,.......idk what to say to you. robert, republicans rock! and a HUGE thanks to Mr. and Mrs. Hobbs who endured me over the weekend. i diddn't feel good about staying that long, but thank you for letting me......

MONDAY
anyone who might get offended at the fact that i am extremely mad a a senior citizen might want to just skip this paraghraph. i had to take a pump (work stuff) out to this lady in decatur. i was just supposed to drop the pump off, have her sign some papers, and leave. easier said than done. when i got there she was on the phone arguing (now, she's like 80 years old so she's not the "brightest" woman alive, and she talks slowly) with this other company about what to do with her husband (the one we're providing the pump for) now, i'm listening to her talk for like 15 minutes just sitting in her house, with other deliveries i had to make that day, and she kept arguing and disagreeing with what they say. i didnt really understand the conversation, but i knew she was trouble. when she finally got off the phone (i've been waiting 30 minutes now) i tell her she needs to sogn these papers and i need to get on my way. being as stubborn as she is, she says "i want to check what you brought me first". i show her what i brought. we were sending a pump to replace the one she had, but another company supplied the one she had so the one I had brought and the one she already had were different. immidiately "this isn't the pump i have. i thought you were going to send me another one like this? and these bags are different, how do these work? i don't know if i like this pump" ..........at this point i'm getting frustrated in my mind, but manage (somehow) to keep a smile on the outside. i explain the best i can how the new pump works (i don't really know how it works, but i know some of it) and i told her a nurse would be coming by to show her how to use it. "well, i want to talk to this nurse" so i have her call the office to talk to the nurse. (p.s she won't let me leave because she wants a pump but she doesn't like the one i brought. and i needed her to either sign the papers and deal with the new pump, or she doesnt take the pump and i could leave)she's put on hold multiple times (by now ive been there an hour) and she's waiting on a call from our superviser on us trying to get her a pump just like the one she's got. (it's not going to happen, i can tell you that) at this point i said i'd just leave the pump there and if she doesnt want it the nurse can pick it up when she comes by. she said "ok". thank the heavens. i ran out of the house and took my other delivery. then i called the head of delivery and told him about what i did. "David, you can't leave that pump at her house unless she signs those papers"..........at this point i'm angry. so i call the lady back and say that i need her to sign the papers and keep the pump or just let me take the pump back to the office (the main reasonshe wont just keep it is that she'll be charged for every day she has the pump). "but what if the other company comes to take away the pump that he's got?" that's why we're giving you a new pump. "but i don't like that one" i'm just delivery, i can't make these decisions. "well, can you wait here till i get that call back from your supervisor?" ma'am, i have work to do, other patients to see. "but what if the other company comes back to take his pump away?".........at this point im ready to kill myself. after debating with her for like 30 minutes and convincing her that the other company wont take the pump away unless she has another one, she finally let me go. i was at her house for about an hour and a half listening to this stubborn woman talk and talk........in all honesty, i refuse to go to her house again. the problem is, i was nice to her the whole time (regaurdless of how i felt inside) so she's probably going to request to see me again........
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okay short version for all of you. i was at some old ladys house for a hour and a half listening to her argue.....i was mad.

this was a long post, but i had to be said. the best way to get your anger out is to tell people about it. so there you go. kudos to anyone who actually read the whole thing.

"make up your mind, and i'll make up mine"

Bad Day

...........i am mad. i had a big loooong post set up..........and it got deleted.


i promise ill update tomorrow morning. im feeling lazy right now, plus i have a paper to write, and i had a really bad day today......news on it later.

Boycott

okay. as of today, I, and others who believe the same as I do, are choosing to boycott luke hobbs and his xanga account 'hatmaster45k'. all who wish to join in the banishment of this heretic can do so by unsubscribing to him and blocking his account. all followers of this new 'cult' will be able to join together and create a luke-free anvironment......for us.....and our children.....and our childrens children.


all who join, comment

Moving Along

goodness, there are sooo many things i want to buy right now. if only i had a plethera of cash, oh, what i'd do with it.
my list
nice bag for Aerith, some games for her to have, and a mouse (not one to play with if you know what i mean) a ton of new cds. (sarah mclachlan, nickelback, barlowgirl, plumb) some new games for my psp (ghost in the shell, others, maybe) lots of anime and manga (id write them all out but it'd take up a few pages) others too, im sure, it's just too early in the morning for me to think, and im on a time budget.

oh, the people who came by to look at our house yesterday? theyre coming back to look at it again. apparently they were impressed. sooooo.........BOO YA!!!!

this tuesday dont expect to hear from me....or see me......seriously

oh, man. things are going well for me at work. ever since i messed up this one order (lets just say i made about a mistake that cost the company $3,000) ive been working really really hard to prove that im a good worker so they dont fire me. it's been paying off. the people back in pharmacy, who i dont get to work with , are begging to have me back! all because im such a good worker! i love my job.

ummm. thing at the hobbs tonight (im still gonna call it 'the thing') come, or miss out.

Ciao!

"If I could open my mouth, wide enough for a marching band to march out, they would make your name sing, bend through alleys and bounce off of the buildings"

Well........I Lied.

my car is alive, i dont own a brown explorer. the truth, my car was in the shop and i was borrowing the explorer from NPHC (i love my job, they let me borrow a delivery vehicle while my car gets fixed!) it was supposed to be a prank but i think the only one that fell for it was jb.....and i think bill spilled the beans to her.

but, the part about my own house was true. im currently staying at my aunts house watching her cat (and her house) while she's off on a cruise to canada or something ("what's going on eh?") so i get my own house!!! booya!

i would say "party at my house!" but i cant. im being responsible and not letting people in.

and im feeling really lazy right now so i dont feel like talking about other stuff. plus i had a bad day. maybe ill tell the whole story later (as if anyone cared)

"left a note and it read 'someday you will be loved' "

Replacement

i said id replace that older part.......and i did


NEWS!

Final Fantasy VII Advent Children will be out on DVD September 13! you can expect me to be in my house (or my parents house) watching that DVD non-stop for the next 2 days after the 13th. i also have news of 3 (possibly 4) new FF VII sequel/triquel/quaqual (yeah, i made that up) in simpeltons words, there are 3/4 new FF VII games coming out, all of them sure to be wicked awsome

we have two new classmates in my freshman composition class.....they're refugees from new orleans. everything they ever had, clothes, homes, cars, everything is gone. luckly, their entire family made it out okay. but the girl who came over, worked at a hospital around N.O. and she offered to stay there to help and work through the hurricane. the hospital she worked at is now taken over my looters and her fellow employees and employers are being held hostage at gunpoint as we speak. she says it's a miracle that she wasn't there, but she wishes she could do something for them.....so if you all (i know you already are praying for the situation down there but) could pray for them... that would be nice.

on a lighter note, we have people coming by tomorrow to look at our house (1 day after it's been on the market) so, also be praying that these people (or other people) will buy our house cuz we really need to move in town....gas is killing me

"Oh God, you have to save me. You're my last and only hope. All my right answers fail me. I can't seem to make it on my own..."

Less Interesting

well, the interestingness.....ess...went down today. i was once again woken to the sound of "BOYS! get up, it's time for work!" now, i was under the impression that labor day was a day where you weren't supposed to work. my dad begs to differ. of course, it wasnt as bad as i could have been,, for as i decended the stairs i found myself in awe of what i saw........"MEXICAN!" i said, being sure not to yell loud enough for them to hear me, for he was outside and i was in. apparently my father hired this mexican to do some yardwork, and i must say, mexicans work their butts off, and this guy worked his butt off (literally, he had no butt, no meat, no blood even....) by noon the mexican had multiplied. i dont know where the other one came from, why he was late, or how he came into existance (possibly this hints to the secret of mass mexican breeding) but his friend/brother/father/son/cousin or whoever he was joined in the physical labor. p.s. mexicans cannot make jokes. well, to make a long story (too late) short i worked and worked.

then i finished my paper which is due today (pray for me, this paper counts as 10% of my final grade) so i hope i do good (i better, my sister helped me with it)

then we went to my grandmothers to eat hamburgers, and all i did pretty much was just play Myst 3:Exile all the time.......hooray for me

back to school, work, music practice tonight and my over all boring life......blah

"'say how's the weather?'
so i look out the window to brighten my soul, but i can't control the rain that keps falling
the smile on the outside never comes in
comedy, mystery, irony, tragedy, so i scream let the show begin."

Interesting

now that was an interesting day!

i did give my dad what for, and succesfully spent the entire day in town. (rock on for me!)

church was awsome, andrew nearly took me head off before sunday school, then ben body slammed me on the ground and my left leg is like seriously in pain right now. then i got a promotion! that andrew, such a nice guy.

got farther on Myst 3, boo ya! (i claim it too!!!)

then we went to the buies to celebrate jo's b-day (shout out to jo!) then we went to some park (really just an open field) and played tennis baseball, then played ultimate (i think i had more physical excercise in those few hours than ive had all year) then took a shower at the hobbs, where jb was the entire day long doing school, tsk tsk, and then i went BACK to the buies to eat pizza, watch "the ring" (i dont think i can sleep tonight........i feel like some girl's gonna take my soul or something) then i help samuel and haley with their chemistry homework, me, Mr. high and mighty college chemistry student idk how much of a help i was, but i did what i could......

ugh, i think i have to do more house work tomorrow......but i have sooo much homework to do......man

"I'll keep you my dirty little secret, don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret"

Serious Depression

i am in what most people call a "serious depression" idk, maybe im just being selfish (more than likely i am) cuz i just wish i had the opportunity to change the way things in my life to the way I want them to be. my guess is God's trying to teach me humility, and i'm failing miserably. maybe most of this i just college and the fact that although my parents said that once i graduate "you make your own decisions now, we wont be telling you what to do from now on, so make the right choice" and stupid me for believing them. i'm probably going to be moving in with my aunt to try and get away from them, and im wanting to transfer to Auburn as soon as possible (once i have the funds to do so) so, needless to say, ive spent the past 18 years of my life with them and i need a break (p.s. thats why i try to do so much stuff in town, but, "no, no, no, today is a good day to work so you're going to work")

ARRG!!!!

on a lighter note,i got pretty far in exile (myst 3) today. solving puzzles, wondering mysterious worlds, takes your mind of your problems, until "david! your work's not done yet!"

then i played some .Hack and man, do i miss that game. it's pretty good, but monotonous.

not to mention my new cd's (thank you hobbs)

oh yes, the thing at the hobbs last night, wicked, i think they're getting better. all should come, if you are reading this *hypnotic voice* then you should make plans to be at the hobbs house avery saturday from now till the end of your lives...................yesss, yesss, gooood, gooood.

and i dont care what my dad says, tomorrow, i'm having fun.

too bad there's no way to say you're listening (or playing) to mutiple thing so i'm gonna just do this.

-CURRENTLY LISTENING TO AND OR PLAYING-
Death Cab For Cutie, Plans
Coheed And Cambria, In Keeping Secrets Of Silent Earth:3
Coldpay, Parachutes
Coldplay, A Rush Of Blood To The Head
.Hack Infection
Myst III:Exile

very few people are going to get this, when talking to people you barely know, some more than others, different is a good thing............ ...........

"if you are indeed with them, i will kill you"
-Balmung Of The Azure Sky

Catching Up

so much that has happened, what to say?

i love the people i work with. zach and robin. zach pretty much lives by the motto "if paul harvey says it's true then it's gotta be true! that guy doesnt lie!" zach is basicly described as an idiot. and me and robin just laugh at his stupidity. zach is completely mezmerised by a magicians ability to levitate "i dont know man, he must have sold his soul to the devil or something cuz thats just not possible you know? he's outside! no strings!" oh man.......he's got some crazy stories too.

spent the night at samuels wednesday night because i had to take ben to his truck that night and we couldnt get it started so i was out till like 10 trying to get it running and by that time i was dead tired so i just stayed at samuels. woke up at 9 (oh yeah) and did some school before going to work. i also mannaged to do a little sneaking around (that means STEALING SAMUELS STUFF) before i left

GAS SHORTAGE!!! man, this whole gas thing is getting on my nerves! i miss $1 gas, when are they gonna finnish those hydrogen cell cars? i need one of those.....p.s. this means i definately cant do anything this weekend, im stuck at home

"man your own jackhammer
man your battle stations
we'll have you dead pretty soon
sincerely written from my brother's blood machine
man your own battle station
we'll have you home pretty soon"

oh yeah!

p.s. thank you samuel, try and guess the other 2 i stole

-edit-
i have to drive my brother in to work to conserve gas (so i waste my gas while he saves money?) so i dont know what im gonna do from 8 to 9......coffee coffee coffee coffee coffee coffee coffee coffee

and i had the opportunity to talk with wes and his cousin last night......weird people.
beware of the mothers rage too.........scary

Xanga Got Some Updates

ooooh, i can do other stuff!

i have to make this quick, pressed for time you know

i got scared out of my mind again yesterday. i was at work (and for those who dont know, parking at the office is really tight and hard to get around in) all of the sudden one of the other workers walked in.
"ummm.........i was in a hurry to leave and.........ummm.......who's accord did i hit?"

i died

right there

i mean, i literaly fell over on the floor

then i figured out that it wasnt my car so i picked myself back up off the floor and continued working.
hehe, scared ya didnt I?

Rain

i have to say, one of my favorte things ever is rain. i dont know if it's just the fact that when it rains everything is dark (usually) or just something about the rain, idk. but i love it. thats why i like hurricanes......they bring lots of rain.

im really hoping my college classes this morning got cancelled.

i got scared out of my mind yesterday. i was looking for a parking spot to get to my math class when i realized there were no parking spots. i saw some other cars parked on the curb so i thought "if they can do it, I can!" so i pulled beside the curb and put the car in park. no less than 5 seconds later, a policeman pulls up behind my car and starts walking up to my car with this pad of paper (the dreaded ticket) and says "you know you can't park there"...............................................................this is the part where i died
to make a long story short, ge said since i just parked there he wasnt going to give me a ticket (but all those poor other peole......tsk tsk) but i did have to walk a long way to get to my class. it's a good thing i got up early! so, the moral of the story is 'GOD IS GOOD!' if i came 5 minutes earlier or later id have a ticket right now so......im gratefull to the One who controls all things.

"ta chi ko ma ...........tachikoma ko!"

Okay

went to the Buies for bill and jbs b-day celebration yesterday. played a massive game of poker (stupid nathan) and watched laguna beach, well......SOME people watched laguna beach (ben and samuel and robert and bill) while some of us were tempted to kill ourselves by the mear stupidity of a bunch of rich girls and guys in scantily clad outfits worrying their lives away about who likes who and who dumped who and who's cheating on who.......excuse me while i throw up

now i feel better.

well, there's math and chemistry today, then i have work, then i have to come back and finish writing my paper. boy, do i love college (not)

oh yeah, anna and her friend jamie came home for bills b-day yesterday, and did we have fun? oh yes

the quotes went flying, insults followed and all i have to say is.....

your moms face in a box

"now i wonder how whatsername has been......."

College Starts Off Pretty Easy

well, i have good news. your first day at college is wickedly easy. all i did was listen to my instructer tell me "this is what we're going to do this semester, you may leave now" so....

Boo-ya!

the worst is still yet to come, i start actual work on friday, so we'll se what happens then.

today, i have political science from 8-9, then i work until about 4:30, then i go to Composistion from 5:30-7, then i have chemistry lab until 10 at night! so my day is full.

one word, caffine

"cuz i dont want you to know where I am, cuz then you'll see my heart in the sadest state it's ever been. this is no place to try and live my life........I'm sorry for the person I became, I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.........who I am hates who I've been"

It's Official

well, it's official. i'm a college student. i have my first paper to write so it's official now. i had to interview one of my fellow classmates (her name is Latrice, a 25 year old lady from Chicago) and write a 2 page paper introducing her to my instructer.

woopee.....

on the bright side, i didnt have precal today! so i spent my extra time sleepng but now i have chemistry, then work, then i have to drive ALL the way back home to pick up my stupid brother then take him ALL the way back into town for the Bible study.

life still sucks


"been up all night drinking to drown my sorrows down
but nothing seems to help me since you've gone away
i'm so tired of this town where every tongue is wagging
when every back is turned
theyre telling secrets that should never be revealed
there's nothing to be gained from this but disaster

here's a good one
did you hear about my friend?
he's embarrassed to be seen now......."

First College Classes

at this very moment i am leaving to go and tackle my next task in life head on. i'm still not sure if i'm ready or not, but i do know that I'll be fine.

but just to be sure, please pray for me, i'm so nervous i can't keep my hands straight. i'm worried about looking like a complete idiot in front a bunch of people, and lots of other things too. i have so much going on in my life that I have to worry about, so, i could really use some help, and God's pretty much the only one that can help me.

anywho, wish me luck!

college, here i come


"This is the dawning of the rest of our lives.......on holiday"

A Wicked Long Post

church was awsome, as always.

went to atlanta bread company after, but i didn't eat. i'm watching my figure (or i have no cash) but somewhere between the discussion of hydrogen cell cars and rocket ships i slipped out to go to comp-usa to check out the mac store........oh yeah.........then we taught Elise how to say "rock on" with the proper hand signs to go with it. nedless to say, things went wrong......but that's all i can say......we're sorry Jason, it just happened. she must have learned it from you or something.

then we went to the hobbs to do nothing but listen to shakespearian (?) star wars, monty python clips, watch james bond, and launch water balloons at ben from across the street.

after that, we went to the Buies to watch MORE james bond. we figured out why those movies are sooo long. cuz the spend 30 minutes just showing guys throwing gernades and them blowing up!!!! a complete waste of time! we ate some wicked awsome japanes kinda chicken with rice. and i actually ate it........i ate rice guys..........for real.
then we watched STAR WARS EPISODE VI RETURN OF THE JEDI! we watched samuel get a haircut, everybody saw lukes password, and even samuel began to think he was sly enough to "secretly" throw away the food he supposedly ate. did i say that out loud? hmmm.....

then i went home.

my summer is officially over now. i go back to work today, and start school on wednesday.

when i got tired of running from you: i stopped right there to catch my breath: there your words they caught my ears: You said "I miss you son. come home" : and my sins, they watched me leave and in my heart i so believed: the love you felt for me was mine the love i'd wished for all this time: and when the doors were closed: i heard no i told you so's: i said the words i knew you knew: oh God, oh God i needed you: God all this time i needed you, i needed you

okay folks

dig the new tunes. if you ever get the chance to watch the music video, do so. i cried.....seriously

in other news, i'm getting glasses! pretty much, i have a stigmatizm and the eyesight in my left eye is pretty bad, so im getting glasses. but their only for when im driving so with all luck you'll never see me wear them. let me change that, you WONT see me wear them. i look like a geek in glasses......ugh, but i had my pupils dialated so i am having a very hard time seeing at the moment so if i misspell any of this it's not my fault....

i start college in 2 days!

oh! the green day concert that got canceled is rescheduled for october 16. I AM SOOO GOING TO GO!!! anyone who feels up for a drive to nashville to see only the most awsomest band in the world, give me a call. we can like, get a group rate or something....

"you know they say life is short? they say one you wake up one day and on that day all of your dreams and everything you wish for and you wanted are gone just like that. people, people get old and you know things change and situations change and what i want is just, i want this moment right now, this day..........."

Reatime

ah, God works in mysterious ways. a group of about 10 people, praying and worshiping their hearts out wanting nothing more than to stay in Gods presence for just a little longer, if only time could've stopped.......

that means friday went well

spent the night at nathans friday night for some more haloage. needless to say my practicing payed off in the end, but there is still more work to be done.

i beat Myst! now on to Riven, if only i could get this disk to work....

im on disk 4 of IX so just a bit more, man i play a lot of games.....

i pretty much did nothing on saturday though.

ooh, backtracking, i bought my college books friday, $420!!!! now i'm poor. you're all gonna have to drive me around now cuz i spend too much on gas as it were

as it were......hehe

church today. WOOHOO!!!! who knows what afterwards......probably something fun, and free preferably. i have only $80 for the next 2 weeks, and that's definately not enough.

repress and restrain, steal the pressure and the pain
wash the blood off your hands, this time she won't understand
change in the air and they'll hide everywhere
no one knows who's in control

Boo-Ya!

i get paid tomorrow! too bad all of it has to go towards my college books. but, if i look on the bright side, then i'll be all ready for college!!

anna helped fullfill our Final Fantasy collection today. we now own the following Final Fantasy games.
I, II, IV, V, VI, VII, VIII, IX, X, and X-2. XII is in the making, III doesnt exist in america, and XI is a waste of money. so for the moment, the collection is complete.

they fired 2 people at work recently. one was fired for sexual harrasment and the other was stealing i think.......i just felt like sharing.....although i probably shouldnt, at least you dont know their names.... it's fair that way.

the weekend is coming

we found our dog, 100 yards away from the house in the woods. she coudlnt move and all that jazz. now she's at the doggy hospital (the vet) on IV's and stuff. they dont think she's gonna make it though....

opinions are an immunity to being told your wrong
paper, rock, and scissors, they all have their pros and cons

Yes, Tara's Going BACK In The Shop

well, we think one of our dogs ran away. on top of that, she was nearly to the point of death to begin with. so we think one of our dogs are missing and dead........talk about depressing. well, she's 13 years old (that's91 in dog years), her time's come anyways......

I START COLLEGE IN A WEEK!!!! stupid expensive books......

my car's going BACK in the shop tomorrow, and i'm not paying for it either. i've taken it to them 4 times now and every time they say there's nothing wrong with it either the check engine light comes on or the other people i take it to say it messed up. i've wasted $200 at jerry damson just so they can say "there's nothing wrong with your car" WHEN THERE IS!!!! i'm spitting angry!!! i'm like, a tornado of anger here........swirling about!!!!

come friday, we chill at the Hobbs........oh yeah!

"you thing your days are uneventfull, and no one ever thinks about you"

Missing Out

AGR!!! i am jealous, and angry, upset and a lot of other words that describe how i feel right now!!! there's a Green Day concert in Tennessee and I'M MISSING IT!!!!! curse that stupid cash fund thing! i want to go see Green Day! does anyone want to front the cash to me so i can go? you will be greatly rewarded.

for pete's sake, i start college in 1 week......idk if i'm scared or happy, it's one or the other.

music practice rocked last night (too bad for sick people) we're trying to get good enough to play in public (our church doesnt count) and show off our "skill", but we need to sharpen our "skills" first. practice practice practice

oh, i need notebooks and paper and stuff for school, and a wicked awsome lunch box with batman on the side! oh yeah, i'm gonna be the big man on campus. all the guys are gonna say "i wish i had a batman lunch box" and all the girls are gonna say "what a dork". but that's the price you pay for coolness.......dorkness.....they go hand in hand

the spot to be this friday is at the Hobbs!

we had hamburgers for dinner tonight.....if you cant tell i'm just trying to make space so this post doesnt seem small, so instead i'm making it stupid......apologies


i got off work early today too, so i spent it brushing up on the old halo skills. and i will say, ive made some good progress, but still have very far to go. plus, i got to play with anna and one of her friends tonight. man, anna, do you stink at halo, you need to play more often.

i love new wallpapers for my computer too.

church tomorrow, food afterwards.....chill

a word from the wise,
live today like it is your last, and never forget who it was that gave you life

"Amazing Grace I feel you coming up slowly, like the sun is rising sun heat on my face"

ROCK!

BOO-YA

this guy rocks

good news, all of my classes worked out so i get to go to college AND work (i need both desperately) the only words to describe the joy, "Oh Yeah"

the weekend was ok, stayed home all day friday cuz someone *coughSAMUELcough* forgot to call me back telling me everybody was going to see a movie. oh well, i guess i can't get mad at nobody......*couhgIMGONNAKILLYOUSAMUELcough*

i actually did something saturday though! we went to lakyns b-day party and spiced things up a bit. we were throwing kids in the pool violently, chasing people around with swords and burning $100. some stunts could've gone better but who cares, for the look on haleys face when i burned that $100, priceless

went to my grandmothers for sunday, listened to anna tell us all about her england trip. then went home to take part in the joys of multiplayer games. ah, yes.

oops, i'm late for work again........

ROCK!

. . . . . . .

you know, i've really gotten out of the swing on this. i used to be so good at it but now my brother's passing me!! i gotta get back in the groove, reclaim my title as the greatest of the great (maybe i'm stretching this) at least get back to being the best that I know.........oh yeah, watch out people, i'm comin' back




and all he could say was "................................"

Dum-Dum-Dummm

and a wonderfull saturday morning to you all.

my day's probably gonna consist of playing IX from dusk till dawn (unless my friends have the decency to call me) but one way or another i'm sure it's gonna be alright.

i heard a song yesterday, i coudn't help but think back,
i started to cry again, i thought i was beyond that,

i'm really getting into Myst too. it's creepy your like walking around places where there should be people and every corner you're ready for some zombie or something to pop up and kill you but no one does. (hint, there are no zombies in the game)

man, do i look sharp in this Oxford shirt....

The Demanding Public

apparently my public (or at least jb) is wanting a new post......

dont say i didn't warn you

ANNA'S BACK!!! all the way from Oxford, England with gifts!!! my mom got some antique books that are extrememly hard to find (i can't remember which ones). john got a cheesy joke book (which is very funny, actually) and an art book. bill got a shirt from oxford and something else, i acnt remember what is was. i got a wicked awsome shot glass from oxford (cuz you all know about my drinking problem ) and a shnazzy looking oxford shirt, cuz anna thinks i look smart in it......i thought i always looked smart? her knives are being mailed here cuz the stupid people at the airport said that knives cant be taken on the plane. i told her she shouldve killed em right there.....just for that

new cd. im not very partial to screaming, but the haunting aspect.....oh yeah

i finally got a game for aerith. Myst. wicked awsome. i kinda consider it my prequel to studying. the game really makes you think! you have to take down notes and stuff just to keep up with what's going on. not to mention i got the 10 year aniversary edition which comes with Myst's entire trilogy, Myst, Riven, and Exile. 3 games for the price of 1!!! now thats what i call a deal.

THE WEEKEND IS HERE!!! the partying may begin.

i close to beating IX too, just a little bit more

i took a trip to the Mac (macintosh, for unintelligent people) store to buy a cord for my iPod and ended up staying and walking around for a half hour, using up all of my lunch hour if you include driving there in the time. i seriously started drooling once i got in there. soooo much stuff that would make Aerith and Ayame soooo happy. speakers, games, stuff like that. there's this mouse that i want for Aerith that's $50 but it's wicked sweet!! i think i'm gonna buy it. now that i think about it, there's still some people who haven't seen Aerith yet......we need to fix that sometime. (if you would actually come to parties we have at our house that wouldn't be a problem)

some news to the world. we might be moving into town. (possibly for real this time) my parents have spent so much money on car expenses (cuz mine keeps breaking) lately that they FINALLY realized that if they moved into town that we wouldnt have that problem so much. driving 20-30 minutes into town everyday gets to you

now, how many of you actually read all of that?

To My Parents

this one goes out to my parents.

thank you both for everything you've done lately. helping me pay for my car, college, my laptop, making sure my all too skinny body doesn't get any skinnier (that means thanks for feeding me) thanks to my dad for giving me the chance to have a job at a place where i get to do what i want to do for a career, for helping me figure out want i want to do for a career, if you hadn't gotten me that job i'd probably be working at BK still. thank you for all those times you took us out to eat on sundays instead of going home to eat leftovers. thank you for providing for me and giving me the chance to live the luxurious life of a cherokee ridge resident, even though we're so far away from our friends...thanks to my mom for always making me feel better when i'm sick, always making sure i get better as soon as possible so i can clean that messy room of mine. thanks for driving me around while my car was getting fixed (i know anna did most of it, but you helped out too) for all those times i came begging for $5 because i used up my $50 for the week, for all the wonderfull meals you cook, and for all those back rubs (which i appreciate soooo much. you absolutely HAVE to teach my wife how to do that, whenever i get married) ooh, and I thank both of you for putting up with my stubborn attitude. i let myself get out of hand one too many times.

p.s. i probably forgot some stuff cuz i'm writing this at 11 o'clock at night so i'm like dead tired

Signed,
Your Son.....

Samuel's How Old?!

shout out to my main man Samuel James Hobbs who just turned......uhhh.........how old are you again? they said something about it tonight.......i can't remember, was it 40 or 18? there were so many candles i lost count........

2 more weeks until my first college classes start. woot

ah! almost forgot, i am no longer doing the drug mixing at my job (no im not being fired) instead, i'm testing pumps and dealing with stock and ordering stuff and some deliveries. basicly i'm being moved to delivery. sadly the change doesnt constitute a raise but it's a change, and it makes the company happy so i have a better chance of getting a job from them once i'm a wickedly rich pharmacist. so if you see me driving down the road, music blazing as high as the speakers can take it, in a car you don't recognize, honk or wave or something.......but man, do i hate the radio

MY SISTER COMES BACK SOON!!!!

new cd rocks

and i had to wear shorts for the 4th time this summer for samuels party.....and i was shooting to just go thrice.......hehe.....thrice......

by now im probably just annoying you with random nonsense, right?

GUESS AGAIN!

my car's back in the shop........gas leak.......

Sweetness!

i finnished getting registered for classes last night so all i have left to do is to get my books, graduate, and become a rich pharmacist! oh yeah!

not to mention, anna comes back soon so, for you anna, we will have to go see a movie, or watch all the new episodes of shamploo and teen titans, or cook those japanese meals again, or play a enourmous multiplayer RPG (we have one in mind) or have a party where you give me my souvenier......

p.s. music practice rocked last night!

p.p.s. i have a lot of junk around the house that i need to clean up

p.p.p.s i had the most wonderfullest dream last night

Updates

oh, you know it......

had wick-ed fun this weekend, did nothing but play games saturday, then did just about everything there is to do in Huntsvegas on sunday (which isn't a whole lot) went to see Toby Mac and Rick and Bubba at the stars game where we joined in the fun of waving our hands around and acting like we were black just like Mr. Mac (rhyme intended, im getting in touch with my blackness) all around it was cool.....

stopped by the buies to learn that nathan should be a profesional trainer (of the muscle building kind) who knows where that'll go

last minute college stuff!!!! idk if im excited about going to college, if im scared, happy, worried, or whatever else there is to feel about college. when people ask me how i feel about going to college i just say "ill figure that out once classes start"

you never minded calling me a child, well i guess that's how i acted all the while

-edit-

oh yeah, we went bowling too. i got my first ever turkey baby! i was going for the chicken but i got a strike instead of a spare.....

Ah, Gary

i get my car back today then im going to that concert with plumb tonight. cuz plumb ROCKS! who knows what to do after....

we played some RAMPAGE last night. giant monsters eating people and destroying towns just for the heck of it.......royal fun

i also met a new friend........his name........is Gary

goodness, these depressionate (is that a word?) moods come to me a lot lately.......*sigh*


i did manage to have fun tonight. we went to the plumb concert (i love plumb!) where Samuel proceeded to be hit on by a girl. needless to say there was much joking. i really think it was all because of his new hair, for real! then we went to the stars game to watch the fireworks where josiah cooper got these other girls numbers (not to mention, one of them had the hots for Mr. John Hobbs) but accidently forgot to save the number on his phone. too bad, i hear josiah goes for those 15 year olds......yeah......

the search for Gary is on!

Try Googleing Yourself

I've gone on a new mission to buy all of the Crash Bandicoot games......
cuz they ROCK!

i think ive been spending too much money lately.... within the past 2 weeks i think ive blown $150-$200 on manga, games, and food alone. not to mention my car is fixed now so i gotta pay for that too.....GAH!

and by the beard of zues it's hot upstairs! ive been sleeping downstairs on the couch for the past three nights just to get away from it.

and yet another day of work calls my name....

"I'm still waiting for you to be the one I'm waiting for"

i felt stupid this morning and googled myself. here's what i found

David Crabtree

Anchor/Reporter

(there was a picture here but i couldnt get it on, just google for "David Crabtree" and you'll see the pic. i'm some old guy)


Professional Experience
1994-present WRAL-TV5; 1991-1994 - KCNC-TV; 1988-1991 - KMGH-TV; 1985-1988 - WITN-TV

Awards/Recognition
10 Emmys; named NC Journalist of the Year four consecutive years by the Radio and Television News Directors Association of the Carolinas; Gabriel Award

News Philosophy
To serve the community, to educate, enlighten and empower. Our focus must be to strive for fairness, accuracy and compassion

Education
B.S., Middle Tennessee State University; attended Vanderbilt University School of Divinity

Place of Birth
Nashville, Tennessee

Hobbies/Interests/Community Involvement

Community involvement: 2004 Ordained as vocational Deacon in the Episcopal Church with a focus on death row and hospice care. Also enjoys tennis, sailing, theater, reading, walking

Family
Two daughters; one granddaughter

Pets
Sampson, an English bulldog

Favorite Books and Movies
Books: "Les Miserables" "My Losing Season"
Movies: "Finding Neverland" "The Ninth Day"

Likes Best about N.C.
Its people and the coastline
Most Interesting Assignment
Pope John Paul's funeral, Mother Theresa's funeral, James Taylor in London, documentary on the Vatican, documentary on migrant housing, covering seven major hurricanes at the coast

Most Interesting Interview
Husbands of wives with breast cancer

Copyright 2005 by WRAL.com. All rights reserved. This material may not be published,
broadcast, rewritten or redistributed.

sorry, that was long.....i'm done now

The AC's Broke

HOLY CRAP! it's hot up here!!! our AC is busted so we children must sweat it out for now.

well then, that's a new one.....

my ear is bleeding. and quite profusely if i do say so myself.

on top of that, i learned something new today. today i learned that you learn something new every day. for better or for worse you always learn something new.

today i learned that i have officialy become the spider killer for my job. 30-50 year old women with kids of their own and they need me to take car of a spider smaller than a penny? what's wrong with that picture?

ugh, and my chatterbox thingy isnt working. any help?

doop dee doo.....of to play IX

IT'S THE MOMENT YOU'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR!!!

my poor Tara should be coming back soon with $1,800 improvement on her transmission. for all the money i've put into that car it better work this time.

if anybody knows a cheap way to buy college book PLEASE TELL ME cuz just like everyone tells you, college books are extremely expensive!

in other news (and this is more for anna) jeremy clardy graced us with his presence sunday morning for the first time all summer. and of course, what sunday would be complete without.....
"look at the stars, see how the shine for you, and everything you do.....and it was all yellow"

my shadow's the only one that walks beside me,
my shallow heart's the only thing that's beating,
sometimes i wish someone up there will find me,
'til then i walk alone....

Slipping

forgive me public. i've been slipping on my duties.....

made it halfway through FF IX in just 2 days! that should be a record or something.

not to mention i got in quite a bit of haloage in. in doing so, i learned quite a bit of new tricks

"and all she said was......'what?' "

Here they come marching down the street
like a desperation murmer of a heart beat
coming back from the edge of town
underneath their feet, the time has come
and it's going nowhere
nobody ever said that life was fair now
go-carts and guns are treasures they will bear
in the summer heat
the world is spinning around and around
out of control again
from 7-11 to the fear of breaking down
so send my love a letterbomb
and visit me in hell
we're the ones going home
we're coming home again

i started *cough* running
just as soon as my feet touched the ground
we're back in the barrio
but to you and me, that's jingle town
that's home
we're coming home againg.....

Well, I Haven't Done This In A While

good news! for one, my playstation isnt busted, it's just this one game that bill bought that's scratched up on the bottom so it wont read it

my car still needs a new transmission, but were getting the one i have rebuilt so its gonna cost anywhere from $1,100 to $1,800 (still a big ouch)

anywho, i got a nice break from work yesterday and today. my stomach's been bothering me so ive just been sitting home drinking sprite, resting on the couch, and playing games all day. (p.s. samuel, i beat your game so ill give it back next time i see you)

as for today, i tackle Final Fantasy IX. kudos to anna on the wonderfull name of taiyou
(i couldnt find the actual game on that "now playing" thing so i stuck with rthe strategy guide)

So Cold

i think friday night is now like my new favorite thing. except for the college and working part of the day.

we had our wicked awsome Bible study, played some halo, we were going downtown for coffee but the place we were going to closed early so we went to our usual place (B&N) instead, samuel wouldnt pay to get me any food, refused to listen to a very good song wouldnt let us put the TV in his room, pretty much samuel was the sore thumb of the group last night. at least nathan was willing to lend a poor guy $4 so i could get some food, then we went back to the Hobbs, spent the night, talked about giant squids and large whales, played halo in the morning until about 5 in the afternoon, then i came home.

tomorrow there's church, b-day party for jb and bill, then another party for bill, and maybe some weekend crazyness......who know, we college kids like to go out and have a fun time.

wait......that's only me........and josiah

"You're so cold keeep your hand in mine, wise men wonder while strong men die"

Tara's Back In The Shop Again?!

okay, the news on my life....

it sucks to be me

the transmission on my car's broke which costs more than the common mind can comprehend (exactly $3,660) but we're trying to get the one i have fixed which will cost less but still waaay more than my checking acount can handle.

my college fee is up to $2,500 NOT INCLUDING books and a couple of other registration fees i haven't gotten to yet.

my playstation is screwing up, apparently you have to drop it in the ground a bit to get it working again, so who knows until we break it for good.....

my eyesight is starting to go too, my mom's getting me an appointment to have them checked out. basicly, my eyes are extremely bloodshot and i can't read anything 5 feet away from me.....which is bad

at work, the lady i work with had surgery on her hands so she's out of work until september, so i have to work twice as hard cuz the guy i work with is too lazy to work anyways.
and a couple of other things i'm not a liberty to discuss.....

basicly, any donations to the "we feel sorry for david" fund will be greatly appreciated. i could use some emotional support......

Rain, rain, go away, come again another day, all the world is waiting for the Sun....

The Thief

i have discovered the one character that is more like me than any other character i've ever know......



his name is "thief"


ah, the simple life of secretly being a elf prince while at the same time have the amazing ability to steal anything and everything around you without the anyone noticing you.

watch out everybody, if something of yours goes up missing, it wasn't me

seriously!

i'm about to get upset with Tara, she's back in the shop cuz something inside of her is leaking and the transmission is acting up, the light for the clock doesn't work, and there's some fumes leaking.......grrr

How Do You Be So Short?

ah, my long lost friend, hometsar runner, how i've missed you.....

grrr, back to the daily grind tomorrow.

and i'm really starting to miss my sister, 4 player games aren't as fun without our 4th player.

if you cant tell im going for completely random ideas today

"when all you have to keep is strong, move along, move along like i know you do"

"and even when your hope is gone, move along, move along just to make it through"

what the duece?

crap, now i sound like john.....

Slacking Again

boy, i havent done this in a while.....


goodness, my life is a mess right now. this college stuff is crazy, work is getting monotonous (i think that's how it's spelled) i think the only thing that keeps me from pure insanity is my weekend. (which go very well, but sometimes end up dull, no thanks to a certain somebody...... i.e. samuel)

as for my weekend, we did a bunch of nothing friday, but ended up at kids space seeing who could stay on the balancing beam the longest. turns out i have a quite good sense of balance! curse that Haley for having a better sense of balance! then we ended up at some guys house, i dont even remember his name, then we played some cards. me and nathan ROCK at kemps..........or is it kimps? idk which.....

spent the night at samuels and left for home the next morning where i ended up playing games aaaaall day long. woopee....


THE 4 TRIANGLES! AND THE X! AND THE 5 SQUARES! AND THE RAILROAD TRACKS! AND THE LIGHTNING! and the picture in the middle.....

Homeless People

well, sadly enough i didnt get to talk to the UAH people cuz the stupid woman i'm supposed to talk to wasnt there, so i just have to try again later.....

i discovered the best place to find homeless drunks looking for cash.


that's right, the BK on university and north parkway. we went to eat there tonight after curch and while me and samuel were sitting in the parking lot 2 homeless drunks (at different times) came up to us looking for cash. not to mention i've been bugged by people for cash there at least 5 times before. i'm under the impression that the usual amount that homeless drunks look for is $10 dollars, cuz they ALL seem to want $10 dollars to fix their car, or to get them a stay at a local hotel, or to help theur dying grandmother or to "get them on the right track" or so they can get their medicine so they can live another week, or to get their bus ticket back home to new york. oh yeah, i've heard them all. forgive me for not being sympathetic with a man who reeks of booze....


hehe, that's a funny word........booze......


haven't had a quote in forever

"What I do, I do with no regrets"
Yuna

Better

ah, nothing like a little spending money to make you feel better.



even though i'm not supposed to be spending it

i ended up staying late at work cuz some idiot needed his drugs and the stupid pharmacist couldnt get the order done fast enough so I get to stay late and finnish up their messes.......man, the nerve.....

other than that i'm enjoying my new game, though it is very short. i've played it for like 2 hours and i'm half-way through the game.....good thing it was really really cheap! i expect to have beaten it by thursday (cuz there's no time to play games tomorrow, busy busy busy)

my sister (who is currently in England, for those unaware) joined my brother and mines addiction to sharp weaponry and bought herself replica daggers that Legolas uses in "Lord of the Rings" so we could have ourselves a nice family brawl now.

tomorrow i'm charging into UAH and givving them a piece of my mind. i have a few choice words for them and they better have an easy answer for all of this.

I Am Seriously Angry

i wish there was just one simple answer to everything. sombody who could just tell me "this is what you have to do, and everything will be done" all this college crap is confusing me like heck......ARG!!!! can't i just show up for the classes and that will be that? i wish........not to mention my parents aren't helping one little bit. "go do it yourself" that's all i get out of my mom, all my dad can say is "you're just being lazy" man........as you can see i could go on forever with this......

on a lighter note, screaming at the top of your lungs actually helps you feel better, driving with the windows down rocks, and angry music helps all the same......

i do like new music though....

if i seem bitter lately, i apologize in advance.

Today on the "David (Unknown) Crabtree Experience" (yes samuel, i made that up myself......) there will be a poll. or rather, a questionaire. yes, that's the word. it's a great way for you to learn about me and i get to learn about you too cuz you HAVE to comment and answer the questions as well (pleeeease)

starting with

1.) What is you favorite marshmellow in "lucky Charms"? (for those who don't know. hearts, stars and horseshoes, clovers and blue moons, pots of gold and rainbows, and the red balloons)
for me? definately the pot of gold....i like gold....

2.)if you could live the life on someone else (fictional or non-fictional) who would it be?
oh, so many people.....who to choose from......hmmm. well i'd have to say i'd pick the greatest person who ever lived, Sephiroth. oh yeah

3.) What is the best book you ever read?
The Westing Game, hands down.

4.) paper or plastic?
plastic, it's better for the economy

5.) if you were stranded on a deserted isle, who would you take with you, and be reasonable (for real! i thought this up myself! i didn't steal samuels idea!)
oh, i'd probably take Bill Gates so he could create a super computer out of bamboo and sand so send a signal to his empire on the other side of the world to send us a super ultra platinum plane ride (complete with free massage) back to hus humble abode where he would then give me his entire company to run and i, in return, would give him my grattitude..........too much?


i know the questions are stupid, but it would make me happy if you'd at least comment on them.

A Really Good Movie

well, i got so see the marvelous rendition of "Charlie and The Chocolate Factory" tonight.

!ROCK!

it was awsome.....wicked awsome......no other words can describe it's greatness......oh yes

church tomorrow.

i really need like 24 straight hours of sleep right now......oh man.....i'm worn out. so, without any further notice,

i leave you with this..........

Honey Roasted Peanuts ROCK!

X-2

oh Yuna, oh Rikku, oh Paine, how i've missed you all.....

re-playing Final Fantasy X-2 now (cuz i'm done with Final Fantasy X)

i think we're going to see willy wonka tonight. all who want to come may. for those of you who have already seen it, you can see it again, or we can watchsomething else just to make you happy. whatever works.

who knows what's gonna happen after that......

Oh Yeah

we had some people over at my house tonight. (sam, john H, robert, luke, and our neighbors) played some haloage.....i owned.

and i think for all who want to come, we're going to see "charlie and the chocolate factory" tomorrow sometime. who knows when. all who want to come are more than welcome to come.



"I'm getting into you, because you got to me in a way words can't describe"