Serious Depression

i am in what most people call a "serious depression" idk, maybe im just being selfish (more than likely i am) cuz i just wish i had the opportunity to change the way things in my life to the way I want them to be. my guess is God's trying to teach me humility, and i'm failing miserably. maybe most of this i just college and the fact that although my parents said that once i graduate "you make your own decisions now, we wont be telling you what to do from now on, so make the right choice" and stupid me for believing them. i'm probably going to be moving in with my aunt to try and get away from them, and im wanting to transfer to Auburn as soon as possible (once i have the funds to do so) so, needless to say, ive spent the past 18 years of my life with them and i need a break (p.s. thats why i try to do so much stuff in town, but, "no, no, no, today is a good day to work so you're going to work")

ARRG!!!!

on a lighter note,i got pretty far in exile (myst 3) today. solving puzzles, wondering mysterious worlds, takes your mind of your problems, until "david! your work's not done yet!"

then i played some .Hack and man, do i miss that game. it's pretty good, but monotonous.

not to mention my new cd's (thank you hobbs)

oh yes, the thing at the hobbs last night, wicked, i think they're getting better. all should come, if you are reading this *hypnotic voice* then you should make plans to be at the hobbs house avery saturday from now till the end of your lives...................yesss, yesss, gooood, gooood.

and i dont care what my dad says, tomorrow, i'm having fun.

too bad there's no way to say you're listening (or playing) to mutiple thing so i'm gonna just do this.

-CURRENTLY LISTENING TO AND OR PLAYING-
Death Cab For Cutie, Plans
Coheed And Cambria, In Keeping Secrets Of Silent Earth:3
Coldpay, Parachutes
Coldplay, A Rush Of Blood To The Head
.Hack Infection
Myst III:Exile

very few people are going to get this, when talking to people you barely know, some more than others, different is a good thing............ ...........

"if you are indeed with them, i will kill you"
-Balmung Of The Azure Sky