Thursday

I've discovered that thursday is my least favorite day of the week. not only is it a very boring day but it is always a very hard day at work, it's usually the day i try to get all me schoolwork done on, and i never do anything in town like going out to eat or meeting someone at target, but i could go for some gelato right now. the only good thing about thursday is that it means that friday is next. I love fridays. but do you know what I love even more than fridays?
I don't even know what i'm gonna do on saturday...usually i discuss plans with Sarah (our plans always get ignored by other people but that's another story) but she's got to work saturday and then she's going to another play on sunday so i don't have a clue what i'm gonna do. hmmm...i don't even have any money so what am I saying.

"L" is for the way you Look at me...
"O" is for the way you're Oh so sweet...
"V" you're so Very, Very...
"E" Extraordinary...
Love was made for you and me

A Long Day

Yesterday was a very long day. i had to get up early in the morning, actualy only at 6am, to go to work.and boy was it busy! i only had time to sneak away from work a couple of times cuz there was so much to do. after work i got to ride home with my windows down! which i enjoy, but not as much as other things and for the second time in a row i finnished my school for the day! i'm amazing. I also got to drive an idiot down the road while he was on the hood of my car, i think i made it to about 50mph before he flew off and hurt himself. but the best part of the day i spent talking on the phone.

back to school, wishing it was friday

The Trip Is Over

Well, that was one of the hardest weeks in my life. florida was awsome though. i got a new wallet from fossil, a wicked awsome keycain, to keep keys on of course, some flipflops, the Napoleon Dynamite DVD, $80 so i'm not so much in financial trouble, and an wonderful dinner from a fine floridan restauraunt. going the whole week without my usual habbits was very hard though. today is back to school so i'm not a happy person. plus, it's not going to be a normal tuesday either but i'll live. after all, i do have friday to look forward to. well, that's all for me i guess, i need to make sure i'm making my good grades so i guess i should do my school now.

This One's For Janna Beth Hobbs

I am officially leaving for Florida now. I still do not know where exactly in Florida i am going but who cares, cuz it's florida!!! unlike some awsome people i know, i will not have the luxury of a laptop while i stay in florida so this will be my last entry for a while.

Leave Comments!!!

I wish to say goodbye to my peeps who i did not say goodbye to. haley, sorry i can't leave comments for a while. jb, sorry i cant write any entries for a while. samuel, i'm still not telling you what i took . john, you're an awsome creamer flicker. nathan (if he reads this) sorry we forgot to call you last night. ben, (one of you guys have to tell him this) i'll kick your butt when i come back and tell samuel he owes me a bday gift. Josiah, keep it real and don't send my girl any more texts, just kidding okay don't tell him that. luke, ............ why am i saying goodbye to luke? nobody cares about him. Sarah, we'll at least be in the same state and i'll call so i suppose you don't need a goodbye but....I miss you

well that's about everybody, which means i said goodbye to nobody. have fun in boring old Alabama without me!!!

p.s. i'll be calling to find out what you guys are doing on the weekend...that means you samuel so get me a birthday gift!

It's A Small World After All

A world of love and a world of hate,
A world with misery and a world that's great,

A world that's cruel and a world that's fair,
A world that's lost but always there,

A world that took you away from me,
A world where everyone is free,

A world of reality that isn't real,
It isn't there but it's something you can feel,

A world where justice always prevails,
A world where evil schemes never fail,

A fantasy world far, far away,
But we will all see it someday,

It's a world of wonder, a world of tears,
It's a world of hopes and a world of fears,

There's so much that we share,
That it's time to beware,

It's a small world after all

The Trip

well last night ROCKED!!! i think for what was supposed to be my birthday party turned out quite nicely. i got to go bowling! mabye i didn't win.....but i broke 100 so that's an accomplishment. i got to go shopping...............at the dollar store! which was awsome even though i forgot to pay josiah back for the football. we'll get to that later. then we watched the hostage which was ripe with foul language. i personaly don't recommend seeing it but as always, the movie wasn't the best part. so all wasn't lost , i got to spend a night with my friends, or at least some of them. but i enjoyed myself and that's what is important.

but i fear my life has ended, for i must go a week without Sarah.
such a cruel, cruel world. mabye i'm over exagerating, but it's still something that i don't want to do. at least weekend phone calls are free

and thus begins a very boring week

Before The Trip

I am ready for friday. yep. i've worked sooooooooooo hard at school this week just to be there on friday. so needless to say, it's gonna be good. after all it is the last time i get to see Sarah before she goes off to Florida. a whole week. this is gonna be tough. so, friday's gonna be PARTY DAY!!!!! we're talking caffine and martinis for everybody! okay, forget the martinis but, think of it more as all of next week shoved into one night. and no Sarah, i don't expect you to ask me any questions.

let's get it started in here!

Papers

THE PAPER IS DONE!!! but now i await the answer, and what grade will i make? will i pass? the suspense kills me. after all what will i do without this weekend? arg, i can't take it.

on a separate note, the day goes well. i am relieved to have no paper to write, extra time after work and more school after

when will it all end?

oh May, greatest of months, come quick.

Sick Again

ARG I FEEL LIKE MY BRAIN IS BEING SUCKED OUT THROUGH MY NOSE!!!! as you can tell i hate school. the part of school that i hate the most would have to be writing papers. todays topic-appearence versus reality in Shakespeares Hamlet. yep, to kill myself or not to kill myself that is the real question here. i decided to take a break from my extrenuous studies to eat soup & hot dogs and to write this.

help me out will ya.

p.s. today wasn't the same without you

Something Wrong

have you ever had this feeling where you know you've done something wrong? you may not have been told straight out "hey you did something wrong" but from the actions of the people around you, well....i guess it's just more imagination than facts but you still know when something's not right. i don't really know where i'm going with all of this so i apologize to anyone if this doesn't make sense. i've got a lot of things on my plate at the moment, between my last year of high school, working 5 hours every day, church and keeping up with the worship team, hanging out with friends on the weekends, mabye a little bit of time to myself, and, of course, spending time with my girlfriend. i don't really have much time to keep up with my daily life so on the occassion i do things without thinking. so honestly i don't know if i have done something wrong to somebody lately, but if i have i ask for forgiveness and pity. after all, i lead my own life as well.

A Night At Cherokee Ridge

OOOOOH, it's sunday night and the week has finally come to an end. i'd say this week went well. besides getting in trouble with my dad on friday.....but that was one fun golf cart ride....i mean tour of cherokee ridge while staying on the paved road... saturday was like looooooong...never thought it would end. over all i'd say i got my excercise for the month. played lots and lots of halo in the morning (so much that i got tired of it ) then went put putting, which i have not done in a while but it doesn't matter when you didn't keep score. I also got a very lovely message on my car but the wind blew it away but today i didn't get to eat lunch with the group AND i had to do yard work. blah, i get to hear my mom say "dig a hole there, put that plant in there.....make sure it stands up straight....don't crush the roots.....no no no, the hole's not big enough" uuuugh. the only words able to describe the way i feel right now are "dead".

well it's off to bed for me, i've got a big day of school tommorow because i can't make bad grades anymore so i really gotta work at this school thing. ONLY A MONTH AND A HALF!!!!!!
or one month for some people

Same Ol', Same Ol'

same old thursday morning. waited for my mom to leave, played halo. now i'm at level 14!!!! i'm now considered a "rocking dude"! but i'll probably be yelled at for not doing any school. but i had fun. i was worried cuz my ipod broke yesterday the screen just wouldnt show any words, so i was like "noooooo, my baby! she's broke" but when i came home my dad showed me how to fix it so i was like "yessss, the rockage is on!!!" so now i'm like "i don't want to go to work, or do school i just want the weekend to come as soon as humanly possible" so i hope you have a feeling of what i'm feeling now.
ya dig?

oh, i have decided to refrain from inserting quotes at the end of every entry now. i feel like they don't make sense. not only to my loyal readers (a grand total of 1) but to me either. that and it's hard finding a lot of quotes.

tune in for tonights exciting installment entitled "regret"

Borin' Mornin'

yet another boring morning. (that rhymes) my heart has been broken over the past few days primarily because i haven't see Sarah in 4 DAYS!!! and it's driving me nuts. i'm having a hard time thinking about things before i say them so on the occasion words don't come out right....so if i ever said anything to anyone in the past 4 days that sounded offending.......i didn't mean it. but my mom's forcefully pulling me away from the computer at the moment so i should end this before i break something important. ooh....my mom's exploding now gtg

But to tell the truth, this one prefers miss Kaoru's sweet talk over the truth
Kenshin Himura

Not To Plan

needless to say, today did not go as planned. my meeting with the beautifull woman turned into me eating by myself....it was very boring. work was long and hard....and you didn't sound angry, i over exagerated(i don't know why yet, i'm still thinking) Sarah got sick for the sixty-bazzilionth time, so now i'm sad. i did have some good tasting chocolate milk, and a refreshing sprite, and i kicked butt at halo (as always) and now i'm at level 13!!! i've been trying for that for about half a month... and the wait is over. bought a new game, called warioware touched.....it rocks, it's so stupid it's awsome, the minigames are crazy

Someday we'll find it, the raimbow connection, the lovers, the dreamers, and me
Kermit the Frog

Aaaall Better

the morning is ripe, i'm feeling all better......and school is back on......as well as work. all together today is a good day. I had to take a break from school to write this but no worries, it will be done before the day is over. Ugh, the past few days have been soooo boring. only phone calls kept me alive . my brother treated me like crap and i have yet to find a way of repaying him....but that will come later. all the sudden i start to crave strange foods like peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, as well as chicken (but that's a normal craving), and now i have a odd craving for wendys...hmmm. school has come back at full force as I battle sound waves and complex math formulas. i hate math. i also do not want to go back to work.....ugh, but i have to for the good of the company stupid company. but on the bright side rather, i do get to spend time with a very beautiful woman today.....no samuel, not you........not ben either. but school is calling, so i must go.

What we do in life echoes in eternity
Maximus

Sick

ugh...still sick.....a little.......cuz i gotta do school......mabye i'll sneak a little bit of halo in there....but i haven't thrown up since 3 yesterday so i call that an accomplishment......ugh.....tv's getting boring........need.....to.....ca.....ll......Sa.....ra......

h

"please keep off of the grass shine your shoes wipe your..........FACE"
Duloc information center

The Dump?

i apologize to any one who read my entry last night and had to read it without my quote.......i'm so lazy. this morning i went to the Arab dump!!! it sucked......and i didn't get paid. but i did get phone reception thats always a plus today consists of music practice and a rodeo...........we'll see how it goes and i'll write about it later. with all luck it won't go like the last saturday did hat was a bad week. but it's ok! i deleted those texts!

Come what may, you can just ask your heart with all your might for the right thing to do
Rem Seibrem

Halo

I rocked at halo this morning!! i'm still only at level 12, but that's still good. i mean as soon as i start doing good, i have a horrible game!! but that wasn't the most important part of the day. then i went to work...it was boring......i had to stay late......yeah. then i snuck out to say happy birthday to Olivia, watched smallville. i swear some of those guys are the worst actors i've ever seen! but the show wasn't my favorite part either i'm looking forward to tommorow even more! apparently samuel thinks that cows smell good....? i don't get it though........yee haw!! never been to a rodeo before.

Phone Bills

well, i woke up this morning to a very disturbing noise....."that phone is used for 30 second calls, not 30 minute calls!" right off i knew today wasn't going to start well. it turnes out my dad finally got the cell phone bill from february. bill had a $40 charge, anna had a $60 charge........the charge i recieved for the usage on my phone wan exactly $148.45.......so my dad's not exacly happy. but the good news (cuz i know you're worried Sarah...) is that im not grounded, and he's not mad at me... i just have to pay for it. so what if my college funds have been set back a little... all my dad had to say was "was it worth it talking that much?" the only answer i could give him was "yes" so fear not dear readers... i'm still allowed to go and have fun on the weekend...i'm just $150 poorer, if poorer is even a word...oh, the text bill only came out to $15, that includes incoming texts too.

p.s. I'm still gonna call you no matter what Sarah


Follow your emotions, and fight as your heart tells you to, it's the only way to live a good life.
Heero Yuy

One More

lets go for one more entry todey. work was crap, i messed up this one drug that took me like 2 hours to make, so i made it again.... we had a spill in the refrigerator (at work not at home) so whenever i opened it i was "blessed" with what smelled like a mixture of sweat, one very nasty mens bathroom, and a lot of other things that would not be appropriate for our female readers. of course this means my co-workers give me the job of cleaning out the fridge, always give the new guy the stinky jobs...so its safe to say work did not go well. literary discussion group, as always, was still boring. no matter how many different ways you try a room full of dead poisoned people is still depressing. who cares if the other guy gets to become king and peace is restored THEY"RE ALL STILL DEAD!!! very depressing. blah. but hey at least i got another fan desperately trying to work me into their family plan so that i may call for free (love ya Mrs. B ) although the odds are against me, i think i could sneak it past my dad....yeah...i'm getting to good at this sneaking around stuff haha hahaha...HAHAHAHA!!!! i love my job
you know, 30 second phone calls are hard...
really hard...

to-tal slaughter, to-tal slaughter, i won't leave a single man alive. la lee la lee lai, geno-ciiide, la lee la lee lud, an ocean of blood, let's begin the killing time...
Vash the Stampede, a.k.a. The Humanoid Typhoon

Smooth

Man it's a hot one, from the mid-day sun, I hear you wispering the words melt everyone but you stay so cool... My Mona Quita, my spanish heart of Mona Lisa, you're my reason for reason, the step in my groove....

And if you said this life ain't good enough I would give my world to lift you up, I could change my life to better suit your mood, cuz youre so smooth......
And it's just like the ocean under the moon, it's the same as the emotion that I get from you, you got the kinda lovin' that can be so smooth, give me your heart, make it real, or else forget about it.

I'll tell you one thing if you leave it'd be a cryin' shame in every breath and every word I hear your name callin' me out, out from the buyou, you hear my rythm on your radio, you feel feel the turning of the world so soft and slow turning you round and around...

And if you said this life ain't good enough I would give my world to lift you up, I could change my life to better suit your mood, cuz youre so smooth......
And it's just like the ocean under the moon, it's the same as the emotion that i get from you, you got the kinda lovin' that can be so smooth, give me your heart, make it real, or else forget about it

And it's just like the ocean under the moon, it's the same as the emotion that I get from you, you got the kinda lovin' that can be so smooth, give me your heart, make it real, or else forget about it, or else forget about it, or else forget about it, or else forget about it.........

The most important thing in the world is to love and know that you are loved in return
Ewan McGregor

Disturbing News

i had to work at eight in the morning! you know how hard that is? i'll tell you how hard it is...ummm.....ok, i'm over-exagerating. it's not that bad but i still didn't like it. it was too early in the morning to give out calls, and too busy to send messages. so that ruined the first have of my day. well...not ruined, more like, it cut down the amount of fun i usually have at work. while at work, i got some disturbing news..................my girlfriend's sick and it takes cold medicine, cough medicine, an inhaler, antibiotics, and nasal spray to help her get better. but fear not, the massive amounts of alchoholic drugs are only to preserve her brain so that she may feel better by the time she has to take the SAT! and for those of you wondering the nasal spray is only temporarily scented. the nearest pharmacy is out of unscented nasal spray so she has to deal with wierd smelling nasal spray for the moment. but as a warning, haley and all guys between the ages of 15 and 20 need to keep their distance from the poor drugged lady for fear that the alchohol may overwhelm her, causing......problems.

signed, the over-protective boyfriend

are you suggesting coconuts migrate?
Arthur, King of the Britons

Problems

ok, try this again. last week was one of the hardest (not worst) weeks of my life. i got on to somebody tuesday for something and i didn't even know what i was talking about. so, for about the million bazillionth time, i'm sorry i even brought thyat subject up. wednesday my mom had to come so that put a cramp in my style, thursday wasn't fun cuz i didn't get to see you.... of course i never do on thursday.......friday was lots of fun! but i won't be pushed around like that anymore. saturday was crap. i thought it was gonna be fun but i said some things that shouldn't have been said and sent some messages i shouldn't have sent. and for the million bazillionth time times two, im sorry and none of that stuff should have been done or said. im just glad we can forget this whole thing cuz i was really bummed out that night........i never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever want to be that close to losing the most important thing in the world to me................yeah
im glad we worked things out sunday, sorry i couldn;t have stayed. GELATO IS AWSOME! wendys is still cool though.

The hardest person to know is yourself...
Paine (Dr. P.)