Thursday, September 29, 2005

Good Day, All Around

school went fine, except it was still school. hooray for pumpkin spice fraps and wireless internet!

then, boo ya for wonderful phone conversations! when the worlds got you down, there's always some thing (or person) that can make you feel all better in an instant.
i found that
now, if only i can find some spare time to sneak out and........

i noticed a sign in my chemistry lab today. it read "failure to follow instructions may result in death" i never noticed it before, but if i did i would have second thoughts about the class.
but then i thought, change "follow" to "obey" and change "may" to "will" and add "David's" inbetween "obey" and "instructions" and it comes out pretty nicely

"failure to obey David's instructions will result in death".........very nice. i need a poster that says that.

a weird thing happened to me today. my "check engine" light has been on for like a month now. there's an evaporation problem in my car or something. it's not something that would damage my car, but Tara's tearing up the ozone layer cuz fumes are leaking out. well, all of the sudden today, my check engine light went off......idk why......i'm still taking it to be fixed (set for next wednesday) but still, that's kinda weird....dont ya think? why would she do that?

anywho, no math tomorrow morning so that means extra sleep (and possibly halo)

this one's free.
"the closer you get to the light, the bigger your shadow becomes........"
meditate on that for a while..........
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it's nice knowing people still think about you

"She laughs at my dreams, but I dream about her laughter"

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Today Went Better

helped me mom move stuff around the house for a bit, played some halo......good stuff

on the note of Halo, I HATE LAGGERS!!! (laggers are people who have a bad internet connection so the game's really freakylike....it's hard to explain. basicly, because their internet cant keep up with ours they appear to "jump around" or teleport all over the place because the information of where they move from doesnt get to my xbox before it actually happens.....confused yet?) they're so stinkin' hard to kill! jumping around.....you shoot where you think they are, then all of the sudden, poof! they're behind you and you're dead....AARRG!!!

work was crazy. busy busy busy.....and when anybody has a question they ask me! why? i've only been there a year. oh well, at least i have all the answers they need....maybe that's why! it's so nice to be wanted

I also got a wonderful compliment today, or at least heard one that was said about me. and i feel undeserving . It's nice to know there's still people out there who care about you. I am honored to know such amazing people.

new cd....love those girls, awsome in concert.

school tomorrow morning, coffee, work, school, home

"Why are you still here with me, didn't You see what I've done, in my shame I want to run and hide myself, but it's here I see the truth. I dont deserve You......."

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Working Through

Forgive me, I'm in one of those depressing moods again.......these come way too often......

anywho, currently working on a new game (Ninja Gaiden Black) between my school, sleep, food and work. basicly, you're a ninja and you cut bad guys heads off with your sword, only 10,000,000,000 times harder than that sounds. so far it's going well, made it about halfway through the game and so far, I'm doing better (only in certain aspects) than Bill!! (who by the way is really good at that game)

making my way through Naruto also, currently watching episode 40, downloading episode 80.

"How troublesome"-Shikamaru

*sigh* looking forward *cough cough* to an exciting *wheeze* weekend full of fun and games *gag*

i have just lied myself to death

"I've got a question, where are You?"

Monday, September 26, 2005

Broken Inside

The best things in life don't last long. Is that because we don't deserve them? If so, is there some way, through strife and hard work that we can keep those things? Or is it God's way of reminding us that He's in charge and we shouldn't let our own desires get in His way? Why do these things have to be so hard? Where do you draw the line? Is what I'm doing now right? Why is it still raining? How long will this take? Why is it so dark? What's defined as "acceptable"? What should I do now? Where should I be going? Is there some way to pass the test He's giving me? When will the answers come?

"I feel so broken up, and I give up"

Sunday, September 25, 2005

CANCELED?!?!?!

last night.

went to the jam around 5, snuck john and robert in (it's a tradition. every year we have to at least sneak 1 person in) then the females decided they were hungry.........somehow they weren't 10 mintes ago. after that. john and robert decided they didn't want to go to the jam, after we went through the trouble of sneaking them in!..........walked around a lot, saw sister hazel, and third day, then went to the parking lot to hear the black crows. nathan met a new friend, mehgan, needless to say, she was drinking. later, nathan had some girl slap his butt (very hard, so i hear) when going across the bridge. steven made a new drunk friend (we have good luck with drunk people) that was about it....i think

"I don't know why I didn't come"

i was utterly disapointed. we go to jam, at 7, when they said they'd open "show's canceled guys"

needless to say i was angry

we were tempted to bring out the sword and start a mob with which we would storm the gates and demand to jam.....but none of the bands were there, and we would most likely be beat to death (or shot) i i showed up with a sword to start a riot.....so that was out of the question.

then, bowling at parkway lanes "sorry guys, we dont have any lanes open. it'll be abother hour before we get some"....................

then playmor lanes "sorry guys, we dont have any lanes open. it'll be abother hour before we get some"....................

went to buddy's house. i owned in halo, until........until. one of buddys friends showed up and totally kicked my butt in halo! i was depressed (well, it wasn't kicked. out of 25 kills he got 25 and i got 22, but still, i shoudn't lose!!!)

then came home

"take, take 'til there's nothing, nothing to turn to, nothing when you get through.......where are You?

Saturday, September 24, 2005

The BSJ

big spring jam rocks!

got to see Theory Of A Deadman......oh yeah. then, we swithched between alterbridge, the vbc, and then chris rice, then alterbridge agai, then chris rice again, then alterbridge again, then we went to Jars Of Clay.....oh yeah. got to see josh from BK, Nate Gibson, and all the Busks! but Olivia was asleep, and i didn't get to talk to them :( maybe one of the other days ill have to catch them earlier.....

well, for the most part, im just staying at the hobbs chillin......using their internet

dunno when im gonna make it to the jam today........enjoying the easy life at the moment

"Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk, because of you I learned to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt"

Thursday, September 22, 2005

A Conclusion

ive come to a conclusion.
either
1.) The spirit of college hates me
2.) I have (or somehow inherited from someone else) extremely bad luck
3.) God's trying to test me (and is doing a goos job, if so)
4.) A combination of the above

i woke up to go to my math exam this morning. made it on time, 10 o'clock. there was a line getting in. when i make it to the desk, i say i'm here to take my exam. "we're sorry, our network is down, and we don't have any other times to reschedule the test for today. what time would you like for tomorrow?" sure enough, i don't have the time to take it tomorrow, i have chemistry, then work immidiately after........what to do, what to do......currently the plan is to skip what i can of chemistry to take my math exam (the math exam is mandatory, there are no make up tests)
on top of that
i went to my chemistry lab tonight, realizing i forgot my labcoat (the lab coat is a must, they wont let you in without one) but i forgot mine last week and was able to borrow one from the stock room. so i made myself a note to keep my labcoat in my car and went to the stock room to borrow a labcoat. "I'm sorry sir, we stoped renting out labcoats to students. you can either purchase another one for $5 or you can go home (that's really what she said)"...........so i got in my car and went home. my labcoat is currently in my car, and i dont intend to take it out unless im going to my chemistry lab. thankfully, im allowed a make-up lab on the last day of class, so as long as i dont do that again, ill be fine. still, i'm a little ticked off.

BIG SPRING JAM!!! be there, be cool

also, breaking benjamin, october 22nd, vbc, $21, be there also, be cool also

im probably staying in town this weekend too. you'll all see me a lot over the weekend (hopefully)

Oh, Major...........

"Look at this photograph, every time I do it makes me laugh"

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Oh, Major, Sooo Beautifull

just found out that there is a second season of Ghost In The Shell Stand Alone Complex (by the way, my absolute favorite anime/manga series) that is coming out and i managed to grab the special edition for the first DVD! i am so happy right now! the major falls in the top 10 most wicked awsome women in all of history (real or not) she's up there with Tara Strong, Aerith, Robin, Rikku, Paine, Yuna, and others......

if you want to hear about how much of an idiot i am, read this next paragraph

anywho, woke up this morning to get ready for my math class at 9 then my chemistry class at 10. while i was taking my shower i realized that there was no math today (due to tests and stuff) so i had an extra hour at home! which i used wisely to play halo to get ready for my chemistry exam today (it's proven that an hour of halo makes you smarter, you know) when my hour was up i went to my class. i got there on time, but the people were already taking the test so i was like "hmmm" so i got my test, sat down, took it, did fine, turned it in. got out of class and i saw some of the people in my class (the classes are huge so i only recognize a few people) and they were studying before they went in to take the test........wait........what time is it?..............crap. somehow i managed to play an hour of halo and still make it an hour early to catch the class before mine (short term memory loss on my side) so i asked the teacher if the one i tool would work so i dont have to take it twice........"the two tests are different".........crap. so i stuck around for a few minutes till my class started, took the test again, and went on my merry way. the teacher said in all her years of teaching, that was the second time anyone's done that. i feel like a total idiot.

well, classes are going fine, i think i can do this college thing (the sleepless nights are getting to me) but i can get the grades so, WOOT!

"Because I am hanging on every word you say, and even if you dont want to speak tonight, that's alright with me, because I want nothing more than to sit outside heavens door and listen to you breathing, that's where I want to be"

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Well Poo......

it's time for my first set of college exams. i have a test on the American constitution, and a sience quiz, another essay to write, and a math test........keh

oh well, live and learn

but boy, am i busy lately.......lots of sleepless nights doing math homework and writing papers, weekends too......what i could really use......*yawn*.........is...some......*yawn*,,,,,



zzzzzzzzzz.........Dr. swordopolis?..........what? save the world?.........zzzzzzzz

"So you sailed away into a gray sky morning. Now I'm here to stay, love can be so boring. Nothing's quite the same now, I just say your name now. But it's not so bad, you're just the Best I Ever Had. You don't want me back, you're just the Best I Ever Had"

Monday, September 19, 2005

Life

school school school coffee! schoolity naruto school school school work school school halo school school schooler school Sephiroth school school school school school halo school schoolly school school school school school "trust me" school school schoolladootle school school halo school school work school school schoolary school school school school school *sigh* Times Are Tough school school school school work schoolamanjaro school church school school school school school school school schoolam school school school school work school memories of old school school naruto school schoolity school school coffee! school schooly school work school school deja-vu school schoolloollooll school school school Bible study school schoolipity school school halo school school school school schoollamaroo

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welcome to my life

"say a prayer. now. but i can't. and i don't know. how we're just two people as God had made us. well i can't well i can. too much too late. or just not enough of this. pain in my heart for your dying wish. i'll kiss you lips again."

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Drifting, Drifting......Drifting, Drifting!

my weekend

Hobbs house friday night, after, went to "hang out" with some homeschooled kids having "fun". got to see wesleys new haircut (i didnt recognize him at first) and i also got to see Sarah! i haven't see her in like......months! then i spent the night at the hobbs, went back to my house in the morning, did school, watched Advent Children again (with anna this time) and then went to the corn maze that night. i figured out that there is a second exit and john and robert were smoking! then we spent the night at nathans after a little (little, yeah right) halo 2. went to church this morning, got my butt kicked on chess by ben, went to subway for lunch, and now im at home doing more school....most likely all day........in-between halo 2 games.......

p.s. i turned the music off because some people (i.e. robert) couldn't load my site. this one's for you robert!)

"I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay, you wear me out...."

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Loving my Pirated Movies

okay. i watched advent children 3 times already.....i feel like a geek. but i know the movie in and out, front and back.

i didnt get lost at work today!!!! and i wasn't held hostage!!! things went well for once.

played some Haloage today, made it up to a level 27! WOOT! now i can kick butt again.

i got my first paper back......and i made a B.....not what i was hoping. i made that paper good, and technicly it was an A but i forgot to post in ot this site my instructer wants it on, and i lost a letter for that : but a B is acceptable.....once

"And the reason for my confession is that I learned my lesson and really think you oughta know the truth"

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Pirated Movies

I am currently on an emotional high. i saw something today that ive been waiting to see for the past year or two. it's name is Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children.

i am not allowed to comment on my position of whether or not i thought it was good, or discuss things about it until my sister too has seen it. (plus no one cares about the movie but me) so i cant say if it was wicked awsome, or if it was a complete waste of time........just to leave you in suspense.

the recent "bad news" has changed. i found the subtitles on my new movie. i now know exactly what's going on. BOOYA!

"You came, even though you're about to break....."

More Work Stuff

Yesterday was just as bad....

not in the morning though. i didn't have to go to class so i slept in, did "some" schoolwork and then skipped straight to playing Halo! i love that game!

then at work, i got lost in Albertville.......for like 2 hours. the directions were waaay too confusing and somehow i tried going back the way i came in, but that got me even more lost. after i realized i had no clue where i was i started crying (seriously) and praying to God to get me out of this. no later than5 minutes after, i found the main road i was supposed to be on the whole time! but by then it was 5 o'clock, and albertville's a long ways away from huntsville. so i took the company car home (with the companys aproval) but that means Tara is still at the office....by herself......i fell horrible. but i'm going to pick her up on my way to class this morning, so everything's alright. i treated myself to a wonderfull dinner (arbys) and went home to play MORE HALO! then i really did my school. plus i watched a wonderfull movie.....

"The greatest thing you'll ever do, is just to love and be loved in return....."

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

A Break In School

well, went to my government exam this morning with a doomed look on my face. i was sooo not ready for this test. my instructer comes in and says "so are you guys/girls ready to take the test?" an akward silence and multiple "uuuugh"s cover the room. then she says "that's too bad, the test is rescheduled for next thursday." immideately a plethera of angels bust through the door with musical instruments singing "HALLELUHAH! HALLELUHAH!!!" (or however that's spelled...you know what i mean) and i said "praise be to God!" and class continued as normal, except the angels decided to stay for the class and laugh at how pathetic our government has become.

math went as can be excpected. took the test, left, ate food, and now im sitting here in McDonalds eating french frys and writing this post.

i love wi-fi

thank you for the cd robert even if i had to steal it.....

"He who aims for nothing hits it with amazing accuracy"

A Very Long Post

as promised.

ive realized i have poison ivy (since monday when i worked with the mexicans) and it's annoying the stew out of me!!! i need this to go away!

FRIDAY
went to the thing at the hobbs. not oo many people were there this time (they were all in Mississippi) but it was good none the less. i ended up spending the night there cuz i didnt want to drive home.

SATURDAY
woke up to realize that samuel jb and wes were going rafting with their senior class.......what was i going to do for fun? john hobbs, luke, robert and I, played fuzion frenzy. from dusk till dawn (reverse that) mostly we just played 'duck duck goose' and 'sumo' but it was awsome. i also bought a wireless xbox controller and i got a new Bible! it rocks! i ended up babysitting for like an hour because luke wouldnt do his job! so i beat $5 out of him. it wass worth it. i love kids! i had sooo much fun, that i decided to stay saturday night at the hobbs as well. two night.....wow. i also found a site in which to download massive amounts of naruto manga episodes! i have more than i had before! oh yeah!

SUNDAY
woke uo, went to church, got some medicine stuff for my poison ivy, ate at applebees with the hobbs and adam and robert. then, we went back to the hobbs to play more fuzion frenzy!!! we play that game non stop now. ended up staying till like 9 o'clock. jb, thanks for the brownies. samuel, i hate you. luke, the boycott is still on, plus i stole more of your stuff. john,.......idk what to say to you. robert, republicans rock! and a HUGE thanks to Mr. and Mrs. Hobbs who endured me over the weekend. i diddn't feel good about staying that long, but thank you for letting me......

MONDAY
anyone who might get offended at the fact that i am extremely mad a a senior citizen might want to just skip this paraghraph. i had to take a pump (work stuff) out to this lady in decatur. i was just supposed to drop the pump off, have her sign some papers, and leave. easier said than done. when i got there she was on the phone arguing (now, she's like 80 years old so she's not the "brightest" woman alive, and she talks slowly) with this other company about what to do with her husband (the one we're providing the pump for) now, i'm listening to her talk for like 15 minutes just sitting in her house, with other deliveries i had to make that day, and she kept arguing and disagreeing with what they say. i didnt really understand the conversation, but i knew she was trouble. when she finally got off the phone (i've been waiting 30 minutes now) i tell her she needs to sogn these papers and i need to get on my way. being as stubborn as she is, she says "i want to check what you brought me first". i show her what i brought. we were sending a pump to replace the one she had, but another company supplied the one she had so the one I had brought and the one she already had were different. immidiately "this isn't the pump i have. i thought you were going to send me another one like this? and these bags are different, how do these work? i don't know if i like this pump" ..........at this point i'm getting frustrated in my mind, but manage (somehow) to keep a smile on the outside. i explain the best i can how the new pump works (i don't really know how it works, but i know some of it) and i told her a nurse would be coming by to show her how to use it. "well, i want to talk to this nurse" so i have her call the office to talk to the nurse. (p.s she won't let me leave because she wants a pump but she doesn't like the one i brought. and i needed her to either sign the papers and deal with the new pump, or she doesnt take the pump and i could leave)she's put on hold multiple times (by now ive been there an hour) and she's waiting on a call from our superviser on us trying to get her a pump just like the one she's got. (it's not going to happen, i can tell you that) at this point i said i'd just leave the pump there and if she doesnt want it the nurse can pick it up when she comes by. she said "ok". thank the heavens. i ran out of the house and took my other delivery. then i called the head of delivery and told him about what i did. "David, you can't leave that pump at her house unless she signs those papers"..........at this point i'm angry. so i call the lady back and say that i need her to sign the papers and keep the pump or just let me take the pump back to the office (the main reasonshe wont just keep it is that she'll be charged for every day she has the pump). "but what if the other company comes to take away the pump that he's got?" that's why we're giving you a new pump. "but i don't like that one" i'm just delivery, i can't make these decisions. "well, can you wait here till i get that call back from your supervisor?" ma'am, i have work to do, other patients to see. "but what if the other company comes back to take his pump away?".........at this point im ready to kill myself. after debating with her for like 30 minutes and convincing her that the other company wont take the pump away unless she has another one, she finally let me go. i was at her house for about an hour and a half listening to this stubborn woman talk and talk........in all honesty, i refuse to go to her house again. the problem is, i was nice to her the whole time (regaurdless of how i felt inside) so she's probably going to request to see me again........
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okay short version for all of you. i was at some old ladys house for a hour and a half listening to her argue.....i was mad.

this was a long post, but i had to be said. the best way to get your anger out is to tell people about it. so there you go. kudos to anyone who actually read the whole thing.

"make up your mind, and i'll make up mine"

Monday, September 12, 2005

Bad Day

...........i am mad. i had a big loooong post set up..........and it got deleted.


i promise ill update tomorrow morning. im feeling lazy right now, plus i have a paper to write, and i had a really bad day today......news on it later.

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Boycott

okay. as of today, I, and others who believe the same as I do, are choosing to boycott luke hobbs and his xanga account 'hatmaster45k'. all who wish to join in the banishment of this heretic can do so by unsubscribing to him and blocking his account. all followers of this new 'cult' will be able to join together and create a luke-free anvironment......for us.....and our children.....and our childrens children.


all who join, comment

Friday, September 09, 2005

Moving Along

goodness, there are sooo many things i want to buy right now. if only i had a plethera of cash, oh, what i'd do with it.
my list
nice bag for Aerith, some games for her to have, and a mouse (not one to play with if you know what i mean) a ton of new cds. (sarah mclachlan, nickelback, barlowgirl, plumb) some new games for my psp (ghost in the shell, others, maybe) lots of anime and manga (id write them all out but it'd take up a few pages) others too, im sure, it's just too early in the morning for me to think, and im on a time budget.

oh, the people who came by to look at our house yesterday? theyre coming back to look at it again. apparently they were impressed. sooooo.........BOO YA!!!!

this tuesday dont expect to hear from me....or see me......seriously

oh, man. things are going well for me at work. ever since i messed up this one order (lets just say i made about a mistake that cost the company $3,000) ive been working really really hard to prove that im a good worker so they dont fire me. it's been paying off. the people back in pharmacy, who i dont get to work with , are begging to have me back! all because im such a good worker! i love my job.

ummm. thing at the hobbs tonight (im still gonna call it 'the thing') come, or miss out.

Ciao!

"If I could open my mouth, wide enough for a marching band to march out, they would make your name sing, bend through alleys and bounce off of the buildings"

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Well........I Lied.

my car is alive, i dont own a brown explorer. the truth, my car was in the shop and i was borrowing the explorer from NPHC (i love my job, they let me borrow a delivery vehicle while my car gets fixed!) it was supposed to be a prank but i think the only one that fell for it was jb.....and i think bill spilled the beans to her.

but, the part about my own house was true. im currently staying at my aunts house watching her cat (and her house) while she's off on a cruise to canada or something ("what's going on eh?") so i get my own house!!! booya!

i would say "party at my house!" but i cant. im being responsible and not letting people in.

and im feeling really lazy right now so i dont feel like talking about other stuff. plus i had a bad day. maybe ill tell the whole story later (as if anyone cared)

"left a note and it read 'someday you will be loved' "

Replacement

i said id replace that older part.......and i did


NEWS!

Final Fantasy VII Advent Children will be out on DVD September 13! you can expect me to be in my house (or my parents house) watching that DVD non-stop for the next 2 days after the 13th. i also have news of 3 (possibly 4) new FF VII sequel/triquel/quaqual (yeah, i made that up) in simpeltons words, there are 3/4 new FF VII games coming out, all of them sure to be wicked awsome

we have two new classmates in my freshman composition class.....they're refugees from new orleans. everything they ever had, clothes, homes, cars, everything is gone. luckly, their entire family made it out okay. but the girl who came over, worked at a hospital around N.O. and she offered to stay there to help and work through the hurricane. the hospital she worked at is now taken over my looters and her fellow employees and employers are being held hostage at gunpoint as we speak. she says it's a miracle that she wasn't there, but she wishes she could do something for them.....so if you all (i know you already are praying for the situation down there but) could pray for them... that would be nice.

on a lighter note, we have people coming by tomorrow to look at our house (1 day after it's been on the market) so, also be praying that these people (or other people) will buy our house cuz we really need to move in town....gas is killing me

"Oh God, you have to save me. You're my last and only hope. All my right answers fail me. I can't seem to make it on my own..."

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Less Interesting

well, the interestingness.....ess...went down today. i was once again woken to the sound of "BOYS! get up, it's time for work!" now, i was under the impression that labor day was a day where you weren't supposed to work. my dad begs to differ. of course, it wasnt as bad as i could have been,, for as i decended the stairs i found myself in awe of what i saw........"MEXICAN!" i said, being sure not to yell loud enough for them to hear me, for he was outside and i was in. apparently my father hired this mexican to do some yardwork, and i must say, mexicans work their butts off, and this guy worked his butt off (literally, he had no butt, no meat, no blood even....) by noon the mexican had multiplied. i dont know where the other one came from, why he was late, or how he came into existance (possibly this hints to the secret of mass mexican breeding) but his friend/brother/father/son/cousin or whoever he was joined in the physical labor. p.s. mexicans cannot make jokes. well, to make a long story (too late) short i worked and worked.

then i finished my paper which is due today (pray for me, this paper counts as 10% of my final grade) so i hope i do good (i better, my sister helped me with it)

then we went to my grandmothers to eat hamburgers, and all i did pretty much was just play Myst 3:Exile all the time.......hooray for me

back to school, work, music practice tonight and my over all boring life......blah

"'say how's the weather?'
so i look out the window to brighten my soul, but i can't control the rain that keps falling
the smile on the outside never comes in
comedy, mystery, irony, tragedy, so i scream let the show begin."

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Interesting

now that was an interesting day!

i did give my dad what for, and succesfully spent the entire day in town. (rock on for me!)

church was awsome, andrew nearly took me head off before sunday school, then ben body slammed me on the ground and my left leg is like seriously in pain right now. then i got a promotion! that andrew, such a nice guy.

got farther on Myst 3, boo ya! (i claim it too!!!)

then we went to the buies to celebrate jo's b-day (shout out to jo!) then we went to some park (really just an open field) and played tennis baseball, then played ultimate (i think i had more physical excercise in those few hours than ive had all year) then took a shower at the hobbs, where jb was the entire day long doing school, tsk tsk, and then i went BACK to the buies to eat pizza, watch "the ring" (i dont think i can sleep tonight........i feel like some girl's gonna take my soul or something) then i help samuel and haley with their chemistry homework, me, Mr. high and mighty college chemistry student idk how much of a help i was, but i did what i could......

ugh, i think i have to do more house work tomorrow......but i have sooo much homework to do......man

"I'll keep you my dirty little secret, don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret"

Saturday, September 03, 2005

Serious Depression

i am in what most people call a "serious depression" idk, maybe im just being selfish (more than likely i am) cuz i just wish i had the opportunity to change the way things in my life to the way I want them to be. my guess is God's trying to teach me humility, and i'm failing miserably. maybe most of this i just college and the fact that although my parents said that once i graduate "you make your own decisions now, we wont be telling you what to do from now on, so make the right choice" and stupid me for believing them. i'm probably going to be moving in with my aunt to try and get away from them, and im wanting to transfer to Auburn as soon as possible (once i have the funds to do so) so, needless to say, ive spent the past 18 years of my life with them and i need a break (p.s. thats why i try to do so much stuff in town, but, "no, no, no, today is a good day to work so you're going to work")

ARRG!!!!

on a lighter note,i got pretty far in exile (myst 3) today. solving puzzles, wondering mysterious worlds, takes your mind of your problems, until "david! your work's not done yet!"

then i played some .Hack and man, do i miss that game. it's pretty good, but monotonous.

not to mention my new cd's (thank you hobbs)

oh yes, the thing at the hobbs last night, wicked, i think they're getting better. all should come, if you are reading this *hypnotic voice* then you should make plans to be at the hobbs house avery saturday from now till the end of your lives...................yesss, yesss, gooood, gooood.

and i dont care what my dad says, tomorrow, i'm having fun.

too bad there's no way to say you're listening (or playing) to mutiple thing so i'm gonna just do this.

-CURRENTLY LISTENING TO AND OR PLAYING-
Death Cab For Cutie, Plans
Coheed And Cambria, In Keeping Secrets Of Silent Earth:3
Coldpay, Parachutes
Coldplay, A Rush Of Blood To The Head
.Hack Infection
Myst III:Exile

very few people are going to get this, when talking to people you barely know, some more than others, different is a good thing............ ...........

"if you are indeed with them, i will kill you"
-Balmung Of The Azure Sky

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Catching Up

so much that has happened, what to say?

i love the people i work with. zach and robin. zach pretty much lives by the motto "if paul harvey says it's true then it's gotta be true! that guy doesnt lie!" zach is basicly described as an idiot. and me and robin just laugh at his stupidity. zach is completely mezmerised by a magicians ability to levitate "i dont know man, he must have sold his soul to the devil or something cuz thats just not possible you know? he's outside! no strings!" oh man.......he's got some crazy stories too.

spent the night at samuels wednesday night because i had to take ben to his truck that night and we couldnt get it started so i was out till like 10 trying to get it running and by that time i was dead tired so i just stayed at samuels. woke up at 9 (oh yeah) and did some school before going to work. i also mannaged to do a little sneaking around (that means STEALING SAMUELS STUFF) before i left

GAS SHORTAGE!!! man, this whole gas thing is getting on my nerves! i miss $1 gas, when are they gonna finnish those hydrogen cell cars? i need one of those.....p.s. this means i definately cant do anything this weekend, im stuck at home

"man your own jackhammer
man your battle stations
we'll have you dead pretty soon
sincerely written from my brother's blood machine
man your own battle station
we'll have you home pretty soon"

oh yeah!

p.s. thank you samuel, try and guess the other 2 i stole

-edit-
i have to drive my brother in to work to conserve gas (so i waste my gas while he saves money?) so i dont know what im gonna do from 8 to 9......coffee coffee coffee coffee coffee coffee coffee coffee

and i had the opportunity to talk with wes and his cousin last night......weird people.
beware of the mothers rage too.........scary