Quickly!

man, im soooo busy! ive got to wash clothes, get my stuff together, and lots more crap!!!

well, toodles to all you "uncool" folks who cant come to kansas with me (that means all of you) the next 5 days wont be the same without you..........for better or for worse

spent like 2 hours fixing my itunes library, when i got this pretty thing i had to copy all my songs again......some of them didnt work, had to make it work......ARG! 2 long hours wasted. almost

i will have my phone so anyone who wants to contact me you may do so.......


if only was more human.........

i have to make this quick and short. it's time for work

i got my car all fixed up, new tires, alligned (?), and all that good stuff

i bought a PSP which officially kicks lukes PSP's butt

i leave for Kansas tomorrow which is gonna be awsome

GAH! i'm late for work!!!


i promise to update tonight


chill

Slackage Again

alright, thought i'd post once more.......since i post so often........*cough*

my beautiful comes back tomorrow!!! (or at least one of them) so i am like super-duper idescibably unashamedly uncontrolably undoubtedly extremely happy.

life is sooo boring these days, i did have fun on saturday though. we went to see haley off (we miss her :( ) and then we went to cold stone where samuel called dibbs on the smaller one........ahem, then we went to the hobbs, talked with jb about our driving habits (i'm a good driver, really!) went to see "bewitched" witch was good (pun intended) came back to the hobbs.........chilled

maybe not in that order though

Grounded

okay, frankly i've been grounded so im not supposed to be on right now. as most of you have and will notice, i wont be posting for a while nor will i be on IM. :( i dissobeyed my parents a bit too much so im in the hole right now.......

on a "brighter" note (hint hint.....that was supposed to be sarcastic) my car will still be in the shop until monday :( she didnt make it to paint in time so she didnt have enough time to dry. she will definately (for sure) be back monday afternoon. partying will commence afterwords

THIS WEEKEND!!!!
we will party. idk when or what we will do but it will be fun. for sure.

sorry for the dissapointment......i will post as often as my parents are around

(they took away my beautiful! no more laptop for a while. thank the heavens for a home computer!)

Words Are Amazing

new words for the day. use them at your own caution


haterific
meganger
anathemalice
ragenomic
omniloathe
abhorrination

i will now give the definition for "omniloathe" for demonstration
v: find repungant in all possible ways, conditions, and variances. i.e. "all communists omniloathe joy"

Tara's COming Back!!!

the greatest of news to all!!!


my beautiful will be back in my arms as of this friday!!!!!

i love my car......she's soooo lovely........and beautiful........
(perhaps i'm just trying to make up for my losses?)


but yeah, car's coming back friday, getting new tires on saturday, brand spankin new car on saturday evening........i'm talking a test drive!

a safe test drive

i wake up, in the morning light, my mother says "when you gonna live your life right?"

oh, mother dear, we're not the fortunate ones........

Sin

i think humanity should pay dearly for their sins......

too late

i love my job. i work with a bunch of idiots who deserve each other. today we wasted at least a couple hundred dollars of drugs cuz the other guy i work with dropped a big vial...........yup, at least $200 dollars right there.

but i've got him beat (not that i'm proud of it) but last thursday i really screwed up this order. used the completely wrong drug, 8 bags AND tubing (tubing's expensive)......added up to about $500 all because of my stupidity......now i feel like a moron

but the lady i work with has us both beat. when she started working she mixed a wickedly expensive drug in the wrong solution. 32 vials, 8 bags, tubing, the works. it costed the company $3500. somehow they didnt fire her (which im happy about. she's a good worker)

lesson to the unwise......read the compounding instructions BEFORE mixing the drug.



...........randomness............

The Halo 2 Addiction

i'll tell you what. i kick butt at halo 2. oh yeah......i love to kill people.




not real people though.........game....type.......people............yeah






doo dee doo dum...........tis a lovely song

Bored

i'm so bored i felt like posting again.

such a boring weekend. i did get a LOT of naruto read, only to figure out that i was being fooled. i didnt have all of the episodes!!!! so i've still got a bit to go. i doubt the rest is even out in japan yet so i cant complain.

family guy ROCKS!!!

and i have work off tomorrow :) i love my job :) the only downside is that i'm gonna be stuck at home doing nothing tomorrow AGAIN!!!



won't someone come rescue me from this nightmare?

at the grandparents........blah.



hooray for fathers day........blah.



bored to death.........blah.



i should be getting my car back somtime next week hopefully...........YAY!!!





good cd

"Fix You"- Coldplay

when you try your best but you dont succeed
when you get what you want but not what you need
when you feel so tired but you cant sleep
stuck in reverse
and the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you cant replace
when you love someone but i goes to waste
could it be worse?
lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones

and i will try to fix you





thats right........i went there

Technical Difficulties

GARGLE! i cant read my comments!!!

you want to know the crappy thing? if anybody comments on this post I CANT READ IT ANYWAYS!!!!!!


poopie.......



i can say what games i'm playing now!



on another note........................I gave in...............more to come
once people can actually comment

Finally

here's the moment you've all been waiting for!

alright, a real update.

UTTER BOREDOM!!! (that's how i feel)

wanting to do something this weekend......talked with the moron about going to see batman begins (rockage) but no clue on a date or time. i any conflictions in your schedule would.....uh,.....conflict with this plan giva me a holla (or dont, thats fine too)


figured out last night that im not going to make it to the uah orientation this weekend. i was supposed to submit some paperwork (which i didnt) a week in advance so my weekend got a little more open. plus, if i was going i needed monday off (which i already asked off for) and now that im not going i get monday off still! THREE DAY WEEKEND!

oh yeah, we figured out the amount it's gonna cost to fix my beautiful



$3750..........

Gibberish

no really, she was carving her name on the moose with the sharpened end of an interspace toothbrush given to her by svenge, her brother in law, and oslo dentist and star of many norweign movies. "The Hot Hands of an Oslo Dentist", "Fillings of Passion", and "The Huge Molars of Horst Nordfick"

mind you, moose bites can be pretty nasty.

lifeisboringiwishthingswouldgetinteresting

andsomehotgirlwouldrunintometodayandshewouldaskformynumberorsomething




this love has taken its toll on me, she said goodbye too many times before
my heart is breaking in front of me, and I have no choice, cuz I don't say goodbye anymore.....



i'll give you a real update later

Pointless

when I wake up in the morning.......






I just want to go back to sleep

The Last Day I've Cried (Literally)

welcome back to the gun show!

yeah right......

yet another normal day at work, followed by a normal day back at home, (for those who don't know, that consists of checking my beautiful, reading naruto, 8-bit, RPG world and IM) ................boooooring.



I'm going to have to admit, she's turning blue, such a lovely color for you

Short

I'll have the ususal



!!ROCK!!

Micheal Jackson Deserves To Die

well, poo. they let Mr. Jackson off the hook. in my personal opinion he shouldve been sentenced to a life of eternal pain and suffering, where in, he would only have old men to "play" with (and maybe not even that) and he would be forced to listen to christina agulera songs 24 hours a day 7 days a week!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!!.............i got carried away, didnt I?.......hmmm...........he still deserves harsh punishment.......micheal jackson is on the list........oh yes........eternal pain and anguish

in other news.
humans are stupid and foolish. if it were up to me the whole lot of them would be destroyed in a gaint flame consuming all of their pain and paying it back to the ten fold............oops, got carried away again........again.


you could be my unintended choice to live my life extended, you could be the one i'll always love

Something Beisdes A Song

alright, sorry i've been giving you guys nothing but songs lately, i just get in that kind of mood sometimes.

hmmm, now what to tell......

most of my life as of late has just been bumming around the house since i dont have a car at the moment. the good news is i think we're just going to fix my car instead of buying a new one i love my car.

lets see, saturday i finally got to do something though. my sister drove me into town, got to eat lunch with the Buies and the hobbs as we discussed our various ghost stories. i for one dont believe in ghosts. then we went to buy some fireworks. i bought twoMASSIVE boxes of snap and pops! only $15 (which is a good deal) after, we ate at arbys, then went bowling (and kicked the butler builders teams butts!!!) i did okay at first but then i started stinking up the field. after that we went to the taget parking lot to have a snap and pop war. oh yeah, it rocked! i still have one box left so we need to do that again sometime.

i guess thats about it, i'm just gonna bum around the house today, aint got nobody to drive me into town, and of course they wont lend me their car......stupid siblings. oh well, life goes on (that's a song!)

happy hunting

"Tourniquet"- Evanescence

I tried to kill the pain, but only brought more
I lay dying, and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding, and screaming
am I too lost to be saved?
am I too lost?

my God, my tourniquet, return to me salvation
my God, my tourniquet, return to me salvation

do you remember me? lost for so long
will you be on the other side? or will you forget me?
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved?
am I too lost?

my wounds cry for the grave, my soul cries for deliverance
will I be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide

Imaginary

beacause i felt like it.

so i thought to myself. "david, you havent posted in the past 2 hours!" so im posting again just cuz i feel like it.....so take that.

boring, boring, boring. i wish someone would save me from this boring, boring, boring life i lead.

man, i feel like John, posting about stupid things that don't make sense to anyone but me......

I linger in the doorway
of alarm clocks screaming
monsters calling my name
let me stay
where the wind will whisper to me
where the raindrops
as they're falling tell a story

in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby
i lie inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me

don't say i'm out of touch
with this rampant chaos-your reality
i know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
the nightmare I built my own world to escape

in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me

swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
oh how long for the deep sleep dreaming
the goddess of imaginary light

Sickness

ugh....still sick. trying to get better. my mom says i need some excersice.....blah. but i do like rest..........i decided to read naruto yesterday.......all of yesterday. made it through chapter 100. needless to say, it's getting interesting. (this isn't going to make any sense to anyone) lee seriously kicked gaara's butt! anna was right, that was the best fight ever! and it was only in the prelims! but they say lee's not going to be able to be a shinobi again because he took to much of a beating. but i know that he's going to find a way. lee rocks!!!

okay, enough of that.

take away the sensation inside. bitter sweet migrane in my head. it's like a throbing toothache of the mind. i can't take this feeling anymore. drain the pressure from the swelling. the sensation's overwhellming. give me a long kiss goodnight and everything's going to be alright. tell me that i won't feel a thing, so give me novicaine

How About Some News

we figured out how much it's gonna take to fix my car. the frame for my front is unusable, so we need a new one. used frames are about $3000 so it's gonna be about $3500 to fix her with labor and everything......if we can find a used frame. a new frame is $4500 alone so with labor and all it turns out to be a wicked amount of money.........so be praying for my car. we might have to just.........just...........hold on..........sniff...sniff............scrap her they didnt have a "crying your eyes out" smiley otherwise i wouldve used that one.

in more pleasant news i am sick. i have some kind of stomach virus so i dont feel so spiffy at the moment. ughhh.....i should be better by tomorrow though. the break from work is nice though, i just get to lay around and play on my surviving beautiful.




later gator

"Right Here"- Staind

I know i've been mistaken, but just give me a break and see the changes that i've made. i've got some imperfections, but how can you collect them all and throw them in my face. but you always find a way to keep me right here waiting,
you always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting,
and if you choose to walk away i'd still be right here waiting, searching for the words to say to keep you right here waiting. I hope you're not intending, to be so condescending, it's as much as i can take. you're so independent, you just refuse to bend so i keep bending till i break. i've made a comitment, i'm willing to bleed for you, i needed fullfillment, i found what i need in you. cant you just forgive me, i dont want to relive all the mistakes i've made along the way.

Nuns? Morphine?

well today i did something that very few people ever live to do......

I made morphine for a nun!!! for the sake of patient confidentiality we will call her Sister Mary. i just thought it was wierd. not too many people can say they've done that.

today went well, worked, came home to eat miso soup and these fancy noodles with chicken, (yes i ate noodles. i'm trying to get better about the foods i eat) and some wicked awsome fish. all japanese style to my surprise it all tasted good. didnt have music tonight. samuel felt under the weather.

im having a hard time getting used to people driving me around. im used to driving people around. i dont like not having control of the car, it worries me. but hopefully ill have my beautiful back sometime in the near future.

but it's just about bedtime for me, gotta be to work ear;y in the mornin'

as the americans say "byes"

Slackage

sorry, i havent been good about posting lately......kick me if you want to.

FRIDAY
a bunch of people came over. nathan, josiah, sam, john, robert, wesley, and bill friend aj came over and we had a mad halo fest. needless to say i kicked all their butts. hooray for xbox live training! sam, john, robert, and wesley had to leave early though, cuz of the stupid SAT. but i dont have to take that anymore

SATURDAY
extreme boredom. played FF X from about 9am-10pm ive almost beaten the game a second time, watched my late night anime with my sister, found out a new show called paranoia agent. freaky stuff. episode after episode its all about this one murderer and how he kills off the town person by person. really freaky stuff.


idk what im gonna do today though, my sister got something amazing from one of her friends in college. the entire manga series of naruto!!! its like 300 chapters long!!! i may just take the day to look at them all.......

my poor car

Tara's Wreck

well, at first i wasnt going to say anything about it but i figured my public readers needed to hear it from me first hand (otherwise id get complaints)

i got in a wreck yesterday.

i was coming down airport road from jones valley coming over the hill when i noticed the car in front of me was stopping sharply. i put on my brakes but the tread on my tires isnt that good and it was raining, so my car wasnt slowing down. next thing i knew i hit the car in front of me. after that the car behind me slammed into me also. by the grace of God i am okay, and so are the other people in the wreck. the back of the car that i hit made it out with a scratch on their bumper, the car behind me (a nice mercedes SUV) took no damage. the front end of my car is ruined. since i was coming down a hill when i hit the car in front of me my hood went under their bumper, so when the car behind me hit me it bent my hood into a 90 degree angle. no engine damage or anything, but it is going to cost a hefty amount to fix. my thanks to all who provided graduation money cuz it will help pay for my car damages.

sorry i made that kinda big.....